May the 7th

[goodoldnoname923]

I need to be dead before her birthday I can't be alive for her birthday i just can't do it to myself i had an extremely bad experience today i didn't feel good at all and i realisef how desperate i am too go

The malwai tent i got was faulty and imm going to have to pack away and send back,i'm gonna need more carlcoal i may even need a second grill with me there is alot i need to consider

But even after all of that will it be enough will i really be able to go or am i endlessly going to be trapped honestly idk

 

[Unknown21]

Suicide is really difficult and requires planning and resources. I hope you find the peace you are looking for soon and end your suffering peacefully.

 

[goodoldnoname923]

So the tent i ordered may take 3 days to arrive so if any of y'all can think of other methods could research incase of failure I'd appreciate it i need to go before the 7th