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riel439

riel439

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Mar 20, 2026
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So I'll be attempting suicide again but I can't buy a rope. I have overdosed before and since then my family developed this habit of cheking my bags and my things to see if I have a material that I could use for attempting suicide. Whenever they see a long ligature they always hide before I could even get my hands on it. Soooo, I can't buy a rope they would definitely suspect that I would use it for suicide. Is there any other material that I could use as a ligature other than a rope?
 
Cepheuss

Cepheuss

Student
Apr 17, 2023
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Nothing thats overly recommended all i can suggest is find something thats 12mm ish and definitely no cords
 
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never mind me

Experienced
Nov 7, 2022
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What about ctb outside of your home? You find a tree in a remote location, buy your rope and get to your location and ctb there.
 
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Cepheuss

Cepheuss

Student
Apr 17, 2023
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could a bag strap or a pants work though?
I mean prisoners have made clothes and sheets work you just gotta remember its gonna be no where near as reliable and you gotta make sure its strong enough. I dont have any recommendations for materials and i dont fully support this route as youre more likely to fail and be injured or be sectioned i agree with user never mind me
 
riel439

riel439

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Mar 20, 2026
36
Guys, I actually found a material that I could use. My scarf, I wrapped it around my neck tightly and I almost passed out. I'm so happy, I think I can finally have peace.
 

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