Man this sucks

[ImNotReal]

Ever since finding DMC and coming to the realization that I'm probably gonna CTB sometime in the next 3 weeks I have just felt nothing but numbness, I can't hang with friends or eat food or even watch anything substantial to take my mind off it. I'm just laying here and feeling gross. I guess this is dread???? I need to hurry up and make my peace so my last few weeks can actually be fun haha

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I can relate to this. Once your planning is done, it makes sense that feelings would vary widely. We're here for you, friend.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I think you may have just given some good advice, to have some fun or at least try and think of something else? Same here, ever since I found the source, it's been in the back or front of my mind consuming me. I've been unable to order yet, however that may change soon. Time flies and I guess it's time to rethink things, all the best to you.