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Marvin.lakshar

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Apr 26, 2025
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I am a 28M in India and ready to ctb any one these days. I am really tired of everything. Made a lot of wrong decisions. But one thing is I don't want my family to feel guilty about my ctb. I want some method that make it look like an accident. I belive it would easier for them. I wouldn't mind bit of pain for this.

Let me know anything that would help
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
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I'm looking for ways to make it look like an accident too, but I haven't found anything.
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
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I am a 28M in India and ready to ctb any one these days. I am really tired of everything. Made a lot of wrong decisions. But one thing is I don't want my family to feel guilty about my ctb. I want some method that make it look like an accident. I belive it would easier for them. I wouldn't mind bit of pain for this.

Let me know anything that would help
Opiates OD?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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This gets asked here frequently. Unfortunately, accidental deaths are rarely fast or pleasant. There are many things you can do to make it look accidental but they are usually gruesome or slow deaths. An opioid OD or drowning would be the least traumatizing that could be made to look accidental.

The other ways people accidentally die are things like falling off of something (not jumping, just falling), electrocution, getting crushed by something, or blood loss. All of those are terrible ways to die and would probably require a good bit of setup to pull off and make look accidental. Unfortunately what you ask for is nearly impossible.
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
2,164
I am a 28M in India and ready to ctb any one these days. I am really tired of everything. Made a lot of wrong decisions. But one thing is I don't want my family to feel guilty about my ctb. I want some method that make it look like an accident. I belive it would easier for them. I wouldn't mind bit of pain for this.

Let me know anything that would help
There must often be accidental deaths from heatstroke in India. However, as a previous poster remarked, anyone who tried to die deliberately that way would feel very uncomfortable for a fairly extended period.
 
LookingFrPeace

LookingFrPeace

Member
Aug 3, 2024
8
The easiest way will be to seek for common ctb methods, then modify it. Or create one, there are many things that can kill you. I just read a few weeks ago about a guy that literally decapitated himself by driving against a rope tied to his neck and a tree iirc.

I'm currently arranging a suicide plan that aims to make it look like an accident during a visit to the beach. It combines SN and drowning in the beach.

I'm choosing this because I live in an area where the beach is an hour away, I'm an experienced swimmer, and I had a failed SN ctb so i know what to expect. The beach is also free of dangerous animals and the tide is always high that people often surf here. Drowning is also common here.

The idea is simple, I want the sea to take my dead body so no evidence can be found. I will need to do this during either full moon or new moon when the tide is high. Also need to be done during the night when the wind is flowing toward the ocean (sea breeze). After i watch the beautiful sunset, i'll wait until 7 - 8 PM before swimming as far as I can. Then poison myself in hopes that I will lose consciousness so i can drown peacefully. If not, then I'll just suffer whatever pain SN bring to me while my SI is trying it's best to keep me afloat. I deserved it.

So what problems have I encountered? other than the difficulty of getting my hands on SN again because now my family monitors me, I'm afraid there's still so much I still don't know about the water. This plan is half baked at best, but I still have a month before my time to go.

That's it, perhaps you can try to find a commonly occuring accident in your area and try to replicate it deliberately. For me, it's drowning.

I hope this sparks ideas for you.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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Nothing really makes it easier.
This tactic is not very successful. The authorities are not foolish and see enough in life to check things out.
It might be better to leave a good note explaining what drove you to this and why other options would not help you.
The truth.
Unless they are the readon, knowing why is better than a contrived story.
 
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diopdawe

diopdawe

Member
Mar 29, 2025
92
My idea for CTB: Go hiking to a mountain. Before you go, make sure to make plans with family, friends, etc. so they know you're not suicidal. Go to mountain: jump off from the cliff. Looks like you had an accident and fell off.
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
932
Agree with above. I can think of a number of places I've been hiking where part of the thrill of it is any wrong step means certain death. Ridge hikes are perfect.
 

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