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QuarantinedThoughts

QuarantinedThoughts

Hopeful of an Afterlife, accepting of non-existenc
Aug 17, 2026
23
32m
East Coast US

Looking for possible friends! I hardly have friends right now, so I'm looking to see if there's anyone here also interested in friendship.

My hobbies are: Collecting Care Bears, playing video games, walking the beach, and hikes! Retail therapy (shopping for things you enjoy, if you don't know the term) is nice too.

I listen to a lot of Rock and Classic Rock, but love all genres of music other than country lol. Tv and movies? I like action and comedy movies a lot.

I plan on CTB closer to 50yrs of age (this is due to a very deep, personal fear of aging, illness and disease), but am wanting to relish each day, hobby, and relationship until the day it happens! If anyone wants to reach out, feel free to DM me! Id be happy to talk :)
 
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seutan

seutan

Member
Aug 20, 2026
12
Hi, I'm 21M. I live in Europe. I have struggled with AvPD (Avoidant Personality Disorder) and Depression all my life. I try to be kind and a good person.

My hobbies are: Reading, making music (I play electric guitar.), cinema
I also play video games sometimes such as Roblox, Stardew Valley, Don't Starve Together, Life is Strange

I listen to indie rock, shoegaze, metal, folk, all types of sad songs

If you want to just talk or maybe play video games together, feel free to pm me anytime. I'm friendly!
 
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imnotcreative

imnotcreative

Member
Nov 13, 2025
55
Hello, I'm a 21M in the USA currently in university and im looking for friends to talk to and play with. My interests include video games, anime/tv, piano and listening to music. I've also been trying to read a bit more lately. Also I have MDD but I think that's a given here lol.

Recently I've been playing alot of VNs, but i also play games like deadlock, overwatch, valorant, stardew and would be willing to try most multiplayer games tbh if you want me to.

I'd prefer if you were somewhat around my age though

If anyone wants to play games together or just talk or vc, send a dm and i can give my discord!
 
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ineedsomerest

ineedsomerest

Member
Oct 27, 2025
24
29m from east coast Canada. I don't have any friends or family at all so here I am lol. I enjoy music production, philosophy, cooking, video games, hiking and I smoke way too much weed. Would prefer to chat on discord.
 
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Iammyself

Iammyself

Member
Aug 22, 2026
12
Heya folks. I'm Elijah. 28M on the East coast of the USA. Full time emergency dispatcher, part time writer, gamer, sim racer, and more! I'd love to make a new friends to help make this stuff a lil less lonely 😊
 
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Happy Cat

Happy Cat

Hopeless romantic
Dec 9, 2025
148
Hi 19F living in the US, I am just looking for someone to play the games I like or new friends. No, I don't have discord anymore, no, I don't want to share my phone number or whatever. Please be in NA when you DM me. Let's get to know each other! I'm looking forward to playing games with you! ✨🐈
 
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$_____

We're dying young on broadcast news...
Apr 29, 2021
12
someone linked me to this thread and why not, i'm desperate and it's worth a shot.

sorry if it's a lot:

hello, 24 year old (25 next month) queer poc neet here. (yes the tags are important lmao) I genuinely feel like such a loser and i'm looking for other 21+ year old neets who feel the same way. I know everyone says it but I genuinely was a victim of my circumstances. If I had the power to do things differently I would've.

i borderline do nothing all day except reminisce about my past and all the things that could've been as well as all the things my past continues to affect in the present as well as the future. CPTSD and severe child abuse will do that to you. I miss feeling alive. I miss being happy. I worked so hard, for the majority of my life i did nothing but work towards what i wanted and needed, but sadly I wasn't lucky enough to succeed. Managing to thrive or even to just sustain yourself when you weren't raised right is the exception not the rule. I genuinely can't move on from all the things that have happened to me bc that's how cptsd works. my biggest traumas include religion, family, and dropping out of school (not by choice).

i feel like i wasn't even given a fair shot to be a person, and now i missed my chance. Your developmental years are important for a reason.

highkey borderline an age regressor with how much my brain is still stuck there, wanting to go back, wanting just another chance in hopes that maybe this time something will happen for things to end up differently. i think about magic, time travel, wishes, and a lot of other impossible things out of desperation. I know none of it's real. I'm not an idiot, my brain just can't help but want the impossible.

I know a lot of people on here aren't really that big on conversation but if you're on this thread i assume youre looking for someone to talk to.

i'd love to have someone i could talk to everyday in detail about things. stuff that matters to me and you and we can go back and forth. again i know a lot of people on here aren't really big on talking and that's fine, i'm just personally looking for someone who can talk for hours about our emotions and stuff. a vent buddy who actually gives feedback and genuinely understands what i'm going through. i love talking about sandboxes and hypotheticals too. i used to be a smart kid, don't get to use it a lot anymore so someone to ponder the universe with and how unlucky we are to experience it this way when there are other ways we wish we experienced it would be nice.

interests include: collecting items from my childhood that i wish i had back then, vocaloid, 2010s cartoons, magical girls, talking about feelings in extreme detail with a lot of empathy, understanding human emotions and complexities, cptsd talks, also such a big sucker for trash tv lol, yaoi, nintendo, nostalgia, feeling chopped and unc, and art in extreme detail (i consume media like im writing a video essay), etc.

a lot more tbh but the post is already long enough.
 
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AmSoFingLOSTTT

AmSoFingLOSTTT

Member
Aug 23, 2026
5
Hi! I'm 18F and you can call me dirt for now :) I have autism and very possibly also bpd. I'm focused on recovery at the moment but if things don't get better ctb will be an option for me so just letting everyone know. I'm quite lonely and I'd like to make some friends I can talk to about all kinds of things. I really like anything horror, all kinds of art (I make art myself), experimenting with clothing, crocheting, dogs (honestly all kinds of animals) and listening and helping others. I love to watch movies and I like to read as well.

We don't have to have anything in common because I'd like to make connections with everyone! I'm mainly just looking for a friend or a recovery partner, we could update and support each other on big or little milestones maybe? My advice is not always very good but I'll try to listen to you and support you where I can :)

Just shoot me a message! I respond to everyone.
hii, when i click your profile it says oops we ran into some problems.IIll be fun being your friends tho
Am unable to pm idk why, but am interested of being your friend Clowndollie
 
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catbunny

catbunny

Member
Jun 19, 2024
81
hi, i'm cat! 19. i have done this before tho im still (need) looking for someone to talk to/listen to i guess.

i like video games (mostly pjsk + 3ds: fire emblem, kingdom hearts, otome games..), music (k-pop/ indie/... - i can share playlist), and i draw sometimes. i'm also into manhwa/anime/vocaloid/manga/ALST/etc.. these are just a few things im interested in ~~

i'm a bit timid and can be childish sometimes too.

it's kinda hard dealing with things alone, so i'm hoping to find someone to talk to regularly.

feel free to dm me if you're interested! i'm also on discord if you're comfortable with that.

thank you :)
 
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sulkygirl

sulkygirl

Member
Nov 2, 2024
44
You can all me Alice (not my real name but close enough). I'm 20 and queer. I like to watch cartoons and read books. I'm a college student but I've stopped going to my classes since my depression returned. I don't want to CTB anymore but I'm looking to recover.
 
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tree.sn

tree.sn

Waiting
Jun 30, 2026
58
22m in the US

I've tried making friends before on here and it works but not really I guess. I want someone to talk to and if it gets dry I wanna keep talking. Please feel free to dm me I will give u my discord.
 
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cannotstay

Aug 26, 2026
7
Hello, I am 21F from Germany.
Im really into... basically any type of media, I love books (even though sadly ive lacked the motivation to read lately), movies, music (especially music) and sometimes games. Im currently studying geography and dont do much otherwise, but Ive really been thinking about trying to get into sewing lately. Im not actively planning on ctb right now but the urge is definitively there and I feel like having some friends that I can talk to about that without them locking me up would be great. Sooooo if your interested do DM me, I'd love to make some Friends on here.


Also I cant send this without adding a bunch of Artists I love: Loathe, Alice in Chains, Type O Negative, Ethel Cain, Static-X, Silverstein...
 
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delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
194
hello, I'm aby, 23 transfem from canada
bpd and adhd likely, looking to get diagnosis

I don't have a pc anymore but I used to really enjoy ffxiv, terraria, minecraft, vrchat(I still have my headset), a bit of osu and I used to play roblox 😭

now I mostly just go for walks and read manga/manhwa- primarily fantasy, magic, reincarnation stuff, villainess but open to reading/discussing anything
I also used to play piano but I don't anymore 😔

for music I really enjoy orchestral, edm(speedcore, hardcore), rock, metal
my favorite artists are Masayoshi Soken, Camellia and Sawano Hiroyuki
always open to listening to anything

sometimes I watch anime but it's hard to motivate myself without other's suggestions
also open to suggestions and stuff

kinda looking for reason to keep going despite everything
looking for like-minded friend to chat with- preferably through discord

thanks ❤️
 
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L.D.50

L.D.50

someone
Oct 13, 2025
65
time to do this again,
19f, dropout, i love music and games. addicted to deadlock at the moment. I'll basically play anything, I really like trying new games but I can't be bothered to start anything new myself.
vc makes me rather uncomfortable at first, so please just let me get to know you through text for a bit and group calls/servers are generally a no-go for me.
I have a love for art and creation, like drawing and crochet.
talking here or on discord is fine.
 
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SD2007

SD2007

Member
Apr 19, 2026
28
Hey M19 From Ireland But moving to England in less than a month,

I'm losing my mind missing my ex girlfriend and have been since the breakup. Currently alone and bored wanting to die with nothing to do. I play some games like valorant, minecraft, roblox and a few others. I love football (soccer), tennis and basketball. I don't really know what else to say here tbh.... DM's are open to all :)
 
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Remy_is_tired

Remy_is_tired

but does anyone notice theres a corpse in this bed
Nov 1, 2025
22
my names remy. im queer and in egypt (lwk why im on this site) and im typing this right after a breakdown also!! fun. im really dizzy

i watch made in abyss, ninjago, death note, and mainly anime ngl. and hermitcraft ig. ive also rlly been into minecraft args for like a year (i really wanna learn like ciphers n shit but im fucking dumb).

i like to read. currently the king in yellow (yes its bc of wifies lmao he got me into horror lit) im reading call of cthulu after it
im not really playing video games rn even tho i love them usually. i get really badd in the summer especially in august for sum reason. ive started like making minecraft skins tho

i just really need someone i have fucking noone right now i just
 
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lilybug02

lilybug02

Chronically depressed
Aug 22, 2026
14
Hi my name is crystal!!! Im 23f from (US) looking to make some friends on here.

I have serious bad mental health and very likely to ctb one of these days. My mind is set and will never change. I am actively suicidal. Other than my shitty mental health i want to share some things i like.

I love playing video games, listening to music, scrolling on TikTok or facebook, horror or paranormal things, conspiracy theories and nature.

Any age or gender does not matter to me. Anyone one that wants to be friends or has anything in common with me feel free to message me ill respond to everyone.
 
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ThePainKiller

ThePainKiller

The Deadman
Sep 18, 2025
20
fuck it im throwing myself in here

18m, i like music, story writting, a little bit of motorsports and i like building stuff on roblox studio.
im somewhat active and if you wanna talk to me you can start a conversation with me (im not sure if i have dms unlocked yet).
 
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tree.sn

tree.sn

Waiting
Jun 30, 2026
58
D
Hello, I am 21F from Germany.
Im really into... basically any type of media, I love books (even though sadly ive lacked the motivation to read lately), movies, music (especially music) and sometimes games. Im currently studying geography and dont do much otherwise, but Ive really been thinking about trying to get into sewing lately. Im not actively planning on ctb right now but the urge is definitively there and I feel like having some friends that I can talk to about that without them locking me up would be great. Sooooo if your interested do DM me, I'd love to make some Friends on here.


Also I cant send this without adding a bunch of Artists I love: Loathe, Alice in Chains, Type O Negative, Ethel Cain, Static-X, Silverstein...
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Hello, I am 21F from Germany.
Im really into... basically any type of media, I love books (even though sadly ive lacked the motivation to read lately), movies, music (especially music) and sometimes games. Im currently studying geography and dont do much otherwise, but Ive really been thinking about trying to get into sewing lately. Im not actively planning on ctb right now but the urge is definitively there and I feel like having some friends that I can talk to about that without them locking me up would be great. Sooooo if your interested do DM me, I'd love to make some Friends on here.


Also I cant send this without adding a bunch of Artists I love: Loathe, Alice in Chains, Type O Negative, Ethel Cain, Static-X, Silverstein...
Do u have discord ?
 
hellonearth144

hellonearth144

Member
Nov 30, 2025
50
Hi, didn't post it for months so my last post is buried. I'm stink, a girl, 26yo from central Europe. I had severe depression from 12yo till 24yo, catatonic and suicidal thoughts. I'm highly autistic, sensitive and intense but not toxic, I have a high self esteem as of last few years and I'm self assured but I don't feel likable anymore due to my traits 😭. I'm also talkative and looking to chat with people without expectations atp. I'm not depressed or suicidal anymore, sometimes I feel sad and get overwhelmed but quickly regain my energy, I'm posting here cuz depressed ppl can be more understanding of things. Emrmmm I don't like romantic and sexual relationships not due to asexuality which I don't even have but other reasons and never been in one, I'm phobic of 18+ due to my struggles with accepting my womanhood. I don't fit with common people I think not their fault tho it's just me lol
I like playing Roblox a lot lmao I love mushrooms and listening to cancerslug and I love TOILET HUMOR
 
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loglady

loglady

Member
Oct 1, 2025
14
Hello there, I'm Mel, F28, from France.

I don't really have hobbies at the moment since I'm severely depressed and thinking about death 24/7 (I guess out of all the places, it's a safe one to say that I'm obsessed with death). Seriously, I just want a way out. To feel truly at peace. Forever. Just nothingness. Being in my head is a living hell and there's many internal conflicts inside of me, this state of severe depression is chronic and I feel like I can't take it for much longer. I don't want to put anymore efforts in trying to have a decent life. It's all too much. The way people act, how society works in general, the overflow of informations that humans were never meant to experience. It's all too much.

In more "regular" times I spend my time rescuing / helping non-human animals (cats, pigeons... love them all), I'm vegan (most of the times, otherwise vegetarian when there's no other option), I play guitar, I enjoy reading sociological essays and graphic novel. I love pastel colors (manly pink, lilac). I also volunteer (not as much as I wish to) for a local organization that helps homeless women and non-binary people. Decorating my interior is very much something I like to do, people generally say that I live in "fairy cocoon". I like thrifting. I guess I like cinema, too. (AND TV show. Especially Twin Peaks. My PP gave a clue).
Also, I very much love indie/rock music.

I know things are really bad when I don't even want to listen to music. (as of now)

Basically I have a very disorganized attachment style, I crave intimacy as much as I fear it.
Also, I have a very hard time maintaining contact and I'm, more often than not, isolating myself.

I did not complete any higher school education.
Neither have I found what "I would like to do when I grow up" (^^)

👀 I would very much appreciate to have someone here, preferably speaking french as well so I don't have to translate in my head (even though I'm rather fluent in english) and to have a sense of langage proximity. A woman in her 20s-late 20s would be ideal. BUT, I'm open to talk to anyone, as long as this person relate to one of my present/past situation (being jobless, having a hard time maintaining a support system, growing up in a violent and dysfunctional family, having a severely disabled sibling, being in severe depression and sleeping to espace reality...)

The idea would be to exchange, on a regular basis maybe, about our views of the world, out sensibilities, our failures, how to cope...

Well that's it!
 
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DTWAFavor

DTWAFavor

He/they || May my death be a favor to all
Aug 27, 2026
21
Never thought I'd be posting here but eh
^^"

Uhh i don't know about names but you can call me Favor, I'm 19, I'm also pretty new here though I've known of this site and have been lurking for a while. I like music, drawing, writing, yapping, and gaming. Currently I've been watching anime and reading manga online. I would consider myself odd and sometimes blunt, irls have said i seemed "too cool/pissed to talk to" but i mean no harm and im as kind as i can be. I'd love a friend i could yap to and listen to yap. Maybe i could introduce you to a new game or series to pass the time together.
 
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antarctica

snake eating tail
Feb 11, 2022
16
might as well put myself out there... i'm shy but hoping to work on that by talking to new people, and maybe make friends

about me:
  • have anxiety; i struggle with making conversation or responding to messages, and im gonna try really hard not to delete this lol
  • trying to recover
  • 24M, unemployed, canadian, trans
  • kind of a night owl
things we can chat about or do:
  • art (i draw original stuff, mostly anime)
  • whatever movies, music, podcasts, youtube videos, or anime/manga youve been into lately
  • games (if you play roblox, tos2, or splat3)
  • share random tidbits from our everyday life
and even if you dont have anything in common with me, we could chat and both learn about different hobbies or perspectives

send me a message if you want to chat, we can talk in dms here or discord (i'll respond faster on the latter)
 
pepperfarmer

pepperfarmer

Born again revolutionary
Aug 31, 2026
111
Early 20s and from western europe

I like computers, ham radio, and agriculture (hence the name). I'd like to get into literature but I keep procrastinating

I have a very problematic teenage past due to being groomed by racists at an early age, but I've renounced it entirely, made amends where I could and I am a Socialist and pro-intersectionality/anti-racist now. I have likely RE-OCD over it and it is currently the main cause of my suicidal tendencies. That being said I generally won't talk about it unless you have a similar background.

I like to play games together and I have Minecraft, Gmod and some Paradox games, we can also stream movies or shows.

also i love cats
 
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lost&lovesick

Member
Sep 4, 2026
7
Hi 19F living in the US, I am just looking for someone to play the games I like or new friends. No, I don't have discord anymore, no, I don't want to share my phone number or whatever. Please be in NA when you DM me. Let's get to know each other! I'm looking forward to playing games with you! ✨🐈
I can't PM yet, so feel free to ignore this if you aren't comfortable with public replies but I'm curious about what games you like playing? :)
 
Bombercrab

Bombercrab

Member
Sep 6, 2026
22
wassup? 18 Male Australia CBR studying a degree in Psych.
i love reading, video games, photography, and drawing.

want to be friends with someone i can send reels to and hang out with.
or anyone. im down for anything
 
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bynd.spc

Member
Oct 30, 2025
61
26m from romania, vegan, i like digital drawing, poetry, playing/watching/reading anything horror or gory. would like to make a friend i can talk to abt being suicidal and all that, maybe share hobbies
 
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suspendedingaffa

suspendedingaffa

Member
May 27, 2020
5
hi i'm emma, im a 31 year old disabled transfem with ME/CFS from the midwestern US. listening to music is probably my favorite hobby, i love a bunch of different genres and joanna newsom and lingua ignota are my two favorite artists. i also love books, especially the realm of the elderlings series, and movies. for movies im a big fan of cronenberg and lynch. disability and transness have left me extremely isolated so i'm looking for friends. i really don't want to die but im stuck in an abusive situation with no real way out, but i'm trying to survive for as long as i can like the cockroach i am anyways. i would love to have someone to commiserate with.
 
alwayspissedoff

alwayspissedoff

but for now I cry, all the tears.
Aug 10, 2025
67
hi... yet posting again but I feel like it, even if it doesn't go as I would like it to go.

I'm a 20M from Mexico, currently in uni and jobless. I have a lot of interests, among them geometry dash, fnaf, fps in general, coding (mostly game development and low-level programming), math i guess? (I used to be obsessed with it before), osu! (i was making a client for it which I dropped and hope to be able to come back to it), metal in general altho I have a preference for death, nu and alternative metal, the rhythm heaven series, etc. I am also diagnosed as autistic.

I like a bunch more stuff but I don't feel like sharing a lot for now for some reason, sorry.

if you wanna reach out, start a conversation!
 
twilightmushroom

twilightmushroom

New Member
Feb 14, 2026
2
18m
im lowkey chilling nowadays
 
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