Venting Made up my mind

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

I spent my time weighing out everything and all the possibilities. This is what I want.

I have finalized my note. It's perfect:) I have a couple more songs to finish and put into a USB and I have my final exams coming up. When I leave on the 20th, I won't be leaving a goodbye thread. I just wish I wouldn't have to be alone in my final moments.

 

[_Kaira_]

I'm so sorry you've decided to go through with this decision. If it helps at all, know we'll be thinking of you and wishing you peace when the day comes.

 

[ecmnesia]

i am sorry to know you will be gone soon. still, i hope things go as peacefully as possible for you.

if we don't get the chance to talk or say goodbye, know that for the time i am still here i will remember you dearly. thanks for being an amazing person.

 

[Sakura94]

That's sad, with your last thread I thought you were doing a bit better when you said you'd found a hobby.
Hope this is what you want, and if you want to talk what made you commit feel free to say.

 

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

That's sad, with your last thread I thought you were doing a bit better when you said you'd found a hobby.
Hope this is what you want, and if you want to talk what made you commit feel free to say.

I thought about recovery, but I can't stand relapsing again. I love the moments in life that make me happy, but the pain outweighs the good.

 

[Sakura94]

I thought about recovery, but I can't stand relapsing again. I love the moments in life that make me happy, but the pain outweighs the good.

I don't think weighing everything like a machine is healthy. Like one event is rated something and then a dozen other events detract from that. I don't like seeing things like that.
Exist in the moment. You're ok now, I think you're happy making music. Focus on this and if things get bad then your options are still open.
Best of luck in your exams btw.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace in whatever you decide.

 

[OhSoSinful]

If you need anyone to speak to, or simply be there, I'm happy to be there for you ♡

Best of luck on those exams. You've got this no matter what you choose as well.