PainWorseThanDeath
I wish it could have been any other way.
- Apr 29, 2026
- 87
I must be tripping... I legitimately went and bought everything to gas myself to death, rather than fight back against lies and injustice. No WAY am I going out like that.
I don't want to die, let alone with a plastic bag over my head.
The exit bag megathread cant be trusted anyway.
No way to accurately know what lpm we would get out of the regulator.
No way to know if the regulator would freeze up in process.
Contradicting info in the comments that could lead to failure, and suffering.
Its not worth it. Even if I wanted to die still, theres NO WAY im risking becoming a vegetable, or passing out and then dying suffocating ON the plastic bag because I didnt get the gas flow right.
Fuuuuuuuck that!
Nah, y'all... I'm gonna kick this bullshit court cases ass.
And if I do go to jail for some shit I didnt do, I am NOT gonna get punked. If a mfer in there wants to try and beat up on or rape me... they're gonna have to fight me to the death.
The days of beating up on, and making a victim of this faggot right here over with. I'm not going to be a victim of shit anymore. I'm fighting back, you hear me? Laying down and dying is what the world wants out of trans women. I'm not going along with the fucking plan.
I almost let this bullshit take my life from me. Almost let it take me from everybody that loves me. Nobody's putting hands on me again. I looked my own death in the eye. I ain't scared of shit, now. I'm nobody's victim, including myself.
I don't want to die, let alone with a plastic bag over my head.
The exit bag megathread cant be trusted anyway.
No way to accurately know what lpm we would get out of the regulator.
No way to know if the regulator would freeze up in process.
Contradicting info in the comments that could lead to failure, and suffering.
Its not worth it. Even if I wanted to die still, theres NO WAY im risking becoming a vegetable, or passing out and then dying suffocating ON the plastic bag because I didnt get the gas flow right.
Fuuuuuuuck that!
Nah, y'all... I'm gonna kick this bullshit court cases ass.
And if I do go to jail for some shit I didnt do, I am NOT gonna get punked. If a mfer in there wants to try and beat up on or rape me... they're gonna have to fight me to the death.
The days of beating up on, and making a victim of this faggot right here over with. I'm not going to be a victim of shit anymore. I'm fighting back, you hear me? Laying down and dying is what the world wants out of trans women. I'm not going along with the fucking plan.
I almost let this bullshit take my life from me. Almost let it take me from everybody that loves me. Nobody's putting hands on me again. I looked my own death in the eye. I ain't scared of shit, now. I'm nobody's victim, including myself.
