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con o

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Jul 13, 2025
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Lost in a severe depression, do not want to live with this pain and hell and suffering every single day and minute, sorry I'm new here and lost my previous account, try to stay on this one, can I have some chats so I'm not feeling so lonely
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Welcome!

To activate chat you need to be active and spend some time here.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds like you've suffered so much, I really understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence, I also find it so torturous to exist, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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con o

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Jul 13, 2025
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It sounds like you've suffered so much, I really understand just wanting to be free from all the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence, I also find it so torturous to exist, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
Thanks, I still have a little bit hope for recovering, but most of the days it's so dark and the feelings that comes and is there all the time is torture …what are you suffering with? Are you feeling also that loneliness and desolate, i hope also that our suffering have a little bit enlightenment x but i really don't know how anymore. Thnx for your reply
 
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bluesadness

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Jul 3, 2025
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I'm in deep as well. Thinking about I may loose myself and family
 
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con o

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Jul 13, 2025
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I know, that's soooo hard and it's too much in our heads, there's so much going on already in the head, i really say to the psychiatrist and therapists , i can literally feel the depression there.
I don't want to lose my self and my life, it was so beautiful and nice and peaceful, but that's totally gone for 3.5 years now. Big hug x
 

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