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tiffany

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Jun 28, 2024
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What would be the reason someone would go without a note
 
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Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
657
No one would care to read it.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
How about there is nobody to read it. I'm not leaving any "goodbye" note, per say, maybe just some instructions for authorities. I have nobody to leave a note to.
 
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a.dream.of.a.dream

a.dream.of.a.dream

Warlock
May 6, 2024
769
I have tried to write a letter in advance but i never get through it. I think when it happens the best I can do is write I'm sorry I couldn't hold on any longer.

I'm sorry for your loss, it may have been a sudden overwhelming feeling with no emotional room to express one's thoughts. Many people who choose ctb don't in fact leave a note.
 
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kyhoti

Looking for fair winds and following seas
May 27, 2024
294
I have debated a note. Part of me wants to say one last goodbye, the other part doesn't want inflict any more potential pain on the world.

My mother apparently left a note, but the family destroyed it because insurance wouldn't pay out for unaliving yourself. I still wonder if I could bear to read it if it still existed.

I hope you find peace and healing on your journey.
 
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tiffany

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Jun 28, 2024
11
How about there is nobody to read it. I'm not leaving any "goodbye" note, per say, maybe just some instructions for authorities. I have nobody to leave a note to.
I am here for you
 
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razahcareca27

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Apr 5, 2024
90
each person is unique, their reasons are unique as well. reasons to ctb, to write a note or even not writing one. maybe rush, idk. as I said: unique.
so sorry for your loss, I really do know what it is to be on that position and it's awful. if your relationship w that person was a good one, don't worry too much about this "issue". in any case, remember that past is past and you can do nothing to change it. we only have the present to act and modify things or not. I hope you get better and I hope you can reach a stage of a clear mind, you're probably in need for it. be well ❤️‍🩹
 

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