Losing Progress

[goh.nix]

I was doing so well and I just. The longer I go without meds and the longer I'm isolated from people, I feel so alone. I have this deep sense of not belonging, and not being good enough for anyone. It's starting to affect me even at work. I know at times like these it's important to reach out, but I feel like there's no one to turn to. I just feel so utterly alone in the world and like it's completely my fault.

 

[The anhedonic one]

It's not your fault at all, you are not to blame for the way mental illnesses make you feel.
It's also very difficult to talk to, and connect with people who do not understand mental illnesses.
So sorry you are feeling like this.

 

[MrDarkness]

It's not your fault, ive been fucked in the head for awhile, life is random it can either be so fucking horrible or amazing

 

[SkyExists]

It's not your fault, ive been fucked in the head for awhile, life is random it can either be so fucking horrible or amazing

I second this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's awful when existing gets worse and I get that loneliness is painful for so many in this dreadful world, existence is just too cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[blujay21]

This comment inspired me to finally make an account on this site. I wanna say that the way you phrase this feeling is incredibly profound. The emotion you put words to is a feeling I have felt almost one to one many times. It comes and goes, but if there is any solace to be had it is in the fact that you are not alone in your feelings. To me that is a very comforting thought.

I hope you feel better man