w4itingforthesun
always sorry
- Mar 20, 2026
- 27
back again to talk about the same thing i guess. nothing has changed. it's been a little over 2 months since my most special person left me and blocked me on everything. i couldn't get any closure because he left in an instant and that's what has really been breaking me every day. and it's all my fault.
it's been 2 months and all i think about is him every day. how we were supposed to spend the 11th of september together and see a concert together, how we were supposed to have such a lovely day together. i was looking forward to it since may. but of course that just has to be the way my life plays out.
i don't want to think about him anymore i don't want to live this life anymore i thought i finally found someone to love and i lost it and i ruined it with my own hands.
i just want to ctb so badly i dont want to wake up anymore i dont want to be here anymore i just wish i could disappear right now forever. but i have to continue waking up while i try desperately to search for a way out.
i really did truly love him. he was the most special person to me in the whole world. and i've been left behind. it really hurts too much to keep going when all i do is think about him every day.
i will make sure i die. i will make sure of it
i can't sleep because i'm awake spiraling over and over over him i just know if i were dead i wouldn't have to be like this anymore
it's been 2 months and all i think about is him every day. how we were supposed to spend the 11th of september together and see a concert together, how we were supposed to have such a lovely day together. i was looking forward to it since may. but of course that just has to be the way my life plays out.
i don't want to think about him anymore i don't want to live this life anymore i thought i finally found someone to love and i lost it and i ruined it with my own hands.
i just want to ctb so badly i dont want to wake up anymore i dont want to be here anymore i just wish i could disappear right now forever. but i have to continue waking up while i try desperately to search for a way out.
i really did truly love him. he was the most special person to me in the whole world. and i've been left behind. it really hurts too much to keep going when all i do is think about him every day.
i will make sure i die. i will make sure of it
i can't sleep because i'm awake spiraling over and over over him i just know if i were dead i wouldn't have to be like this anymore
