Losing basic function

[dysfunctional]

Before I slipped into severe depression- or whatever I'm dealing with- I was extremely active and kept on top of all chores and responsibilities. Now its incredibly daunting to think about cleaning a room or doing a load of laundry, etc. I'm not fatigued, I just get overwhelmed thinking of the smallest things. Not sure if its the depression, not having marijuana to focus, or something else. Or maybe I don't see the point since I'm thinking of suicide so frequently. This also makes it harder to actually execute a good suicide plan. Anyone else deal with this?

 

[Terminally drunk]

Before I slipped into severe depression- or whatever I'm dealing with- I was extremely active and kept on top of all chores and responsibilities. Now its incredibly daunting to think about cleaning a room or doing a load of laundry, etc. I'm not fatigued, I just get overwhelmed thinking of the smallest things. Not sure if its the depression, not having marijuana to focus, or something else. Or maybe I don't see the point since I'm thinking of suicide so frequently. This also makes it harder to actually execute a good suicide plan. Anyone else deal with this?

The more I don't care about anything the harder is it for me to look after myself. Its got to be more then lazyness. Get to the point when your rooms a mess an you just want to lie in bed in all day. Im trying to live the most minimalistic lifestyle I can find. From wearing the same clothes all week to other small things.

 

[okyeah]

I can barely bring myself to brush my teeth lol

 

[Terminally drunk]

I can barely bring myself to brush my teeth lol

I got front teeth kicked out. Having false teeth is pretty good. You don't have to clean them at all! Lol

 

[ctoan]

I can barely bring myself to brush my teeth lol

brush at least two times per day even if its hard

i always listening to music when i do this


its hard but it must be done

 

[dysfunctional]

I can barely bring myself to brush my teeth lol

At my worst I was on a massive drinking binge and didn't brush my death for about 5 days while chugging bottles of wine and chain smoking. I can feel the cavities. Not recommended unless you wanna give yourself more reasons to die.