opiateinduced
Too High To Die
- Aug 17, 2025
- 7
I've always wanted to go from what I love best, Opioids. I've had many accidental ODs that I've unfortunately always been revived from. It's the most peaceful feeling in the world til you get hit with Narcan and wake up to terrible WD symptoms after having all traces of Opioids ripped from your receptors.
Everytime I've attempted to purposely OD, it's ended up with me waking up every fucking time. Unfortunately, my tolerance at this point is too high, and with tranquilizers being in all the product I can find at this point, I fall out before being able to inject enough Fentanyl to do the job.
With that being said, I'm finally looking into Sodium Nitrite. I've done some light research on here so far. I understand the best method is taking Metoclopramide for nausea with a benzo for sedation and anxiety. Obtaining benzos is not an issue for me. I don't know how to get Meto prescribed.
So here's one of my first questions. Would Zofran (Ondansetron) be a possible replacement for Meto? I'm just worried about throwing it up after taking it and dealing with a failed attempt on top of severe stomach pain.
Second question. Can you mix the SN with something like juice or does that affect the potency of it in anyway? Like I said, I haven't really considered this an option up until now with a plea deal coming up that I know I will violate and risk jail time once again. I can buy some time with a rejection since this was my first offer. All I know is that I can't stay or even get clean at this point and I am not going back to jail.
Third question. Do you think shooting up right after taking the SN is a good idea? Doing enough renders me pretty much unresponsive to literally any noise or attempt to wake me up with the tranquilizers like Xylazine and Medetomidine being used as a cutting agent in Fentanyl nowadays.
If anyone can answer any one of my three questions would be greatly appreciated. Also want to make it known that I am not attempting this just due to my upcoming court cases. I've been wanting to do this for quite a few years at this point. All I know is now is the time with my deteriorating mental health and I really can't afford another failed attempt or something that lands me in the psych ward or even worse, end up a vegetable. I'm ready to go.
Everytime I've attempted to purposely OD, it's ended up with me waking up every fucking time. Unfortunately, my tolerance at this point is too high, and with tranquilizers being in all the product I can find at this point, I fall out before being able to inject enough Fentanyl to do the job.
With that being said, I'm finally looking into Sodium Nitrite. I've done some light research on here so far. I understand the best method is taking Metoclopramide for nausea with a benzo for sedation and anxiety. Obtaining benzos is not an issue for me. I don't know how to get Meto prescribed.
So here's one of my first questions. Would Zofran (Ondansetron) be a possible replacement for Meto? I'm just worried about throwing it up after taking it and dealing with a failed attempt on top of severe stomach pain.
Second question. Can you mix the SN with something like juice or does that affect the potency of it in anyway? Like I said, I haven't really considered this an option up until now with a plea deal coming up that I know I will violate and risk jail time once again. I can buy some time with a rejection since this was my first offer. All I know is that I can't stay or even get clean at this point and I am not going back to jail.
Third question. Do you think shooting up right after taking the SN is a good idea? Doing enough renders me pretty much unresponsive to literally any noise or attempt to wake me up with the tranquilizers like Xylazine and Medetomidine being used as a cutting agent in Fentanyl nowadays.
If anyone can answer any one of my three questions would be greatly appreciated. Also want to make it known that I am not attempting this just due to my upcoming court cases. I've been wanting to do this for quite a few years at this point. All I know is now is the time with my deteriorating mental health and I really can't afford another failed attempt or something that lands me in the psych ward or even worse, end up a vegetable. I'm ready to go.
