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jisatsu chan

jisatsu chan

u were born inside ur head
Feb 17, 2023
5
it isn't anything new that i'm spending my birthday alone, i've never had many friends and my parents are weird about celebrations; we don't even spend christmas together, we've always been very emotionally detached from one another. i don't know why i thought this year would change, and i don't understand why a small part of me hoped that it would because i know i'd hate it anyway if i had people around me today... but i still wish someone had atleast made an effort. i don't even need gifts, i don't like gifts! but i'd like the bare minimum of a happy birthday text yknow?? i know this is childish thinking, i don't need to be scolded on that, i just wanted to wallow in my own self-pity for a bit. i just can't wait to end it all soon so i don't have to sit through another lonely birthday.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Mage
Nov 26, 2025
562
I'm sorry you're alone.I too spent quite a few birthdays alone. But at least I didn't have to share my cake with anyone.

You have us though,

πŸŒŸγ€‚πŸ’•γ€‚πŸ€— πŸ€
γ€‚πŸŽ γ€‚πŸŽ‰ 🍾 🌟
βœ¨γ€‚οΌΌο½œοΌγ€‚πŸŒΊ
πŸŽ‰ Happy πŸ₯° 🎈
🍸 Birthday ! πŸ₯‚
πŸ’œγ€‚οΌο½œοΌΌγ€‚πŸ’Ž
γ€‚πŸ€γ€‚ πŸŒΉγ€‚πŸŽ‰γ€‚
πŸŒŸγ€‚ πŸ˜Šγ€‚ 🎢
 
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weirdworld

weirdworld

Member
Jan 22, 2026
32
Happy birthday stranger :) I'm sorry you'e alone, try and treat yourself if you can.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,852
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you!

You are a fantastically kind soul and enjoy today with the family here.

You are NEVER EVER alone, as we are ALL in this together.

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!


Happy Birthday GIF by Pembe


Walter
 
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suacide

suacide

angel
Sep 13, 2023
67
I completely understand that feeling, I felt similarly during mine last year. This year at least, you've got us :)

Treat yourself kindly today.
I'll light a candle and celebrate for you too before the end of the day so that you don't have to be alone in it.
Happy birthday from Sua in the UK!
 

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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Specialist
Dec 10, 2025
398
Happy birthday πŸŽ‚
 
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lanadelreyisgod223

lanadelreyisgod223

Member
Jan 9, 2026
45
happy birthday lovebug !!! have your cake and eat it too. do your favorite things ever. be selfish all today and make it all about you. be the drama, be a diva. today is about you and i hope you'll know that <3 ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆.˚˚ ༘ ೀ⋆.˚

πŸͺ©πŸ«§πŸΈπŸ₯‚πŸ«§βœ§Λ–Β°
πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‚βœ¨πŸ°πŸ₯³πŸŽŠ
π»π“…π“…π“Ž π’·π’Ύπ“‡π“‰π’½π’Άπ“Žβ°†jisatsu chan
 
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RiftbornVeil

RiftbornVeil

always a dreamer <3
Feb 8, 2026
138
Why, there's nothing childish at all about your wishes. If you ever do wish to speak more of it, or simply want someone to acknowledge this, I and the rest of SaSu, no doubt, will be here :D

Cheers, and happy birthday!
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,892
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
 
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COP2CON

COP2CON

Student
Nov 29, 2025
103
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Its not showing up for me but the f-ing picture is a bunny saying happy birthday lol. I know its not the same but hope you feel a little better.
 
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bluevalentine

bluevalentine

Member
Dec 22, 2025
17
happy birthday jisastu chan! you do deserve kindness and appreciation even if you dont feel it atm and people here also are sharing their love <3 i cant imagine how you must feel having to carry that today but i'm sorry that you feel alone. you made the effort to be here today and im glad!
 
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BradGuy123

Experienced
Jul 6, 2025
239
I'm sorry you're having a such a lonely birthday. You have a whole community here to wish you a happy birthday. πŸŽ‰πŸ°
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

Student
Nov 30, 2025
171
Happy belated birthday sweetie. I hope it was all good for ya :)
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,753
Wishing you a happy birthday, and sending birthday hugs your way. Hope the day got better than it started πŸ€—πŸ«ΆπŸ€—
 
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Leonszabs

Leonszabs

Fortnite Expert
Aug 12, 2025
109
it isn't anything new that i'm spending my birthday alone, i've never had many friends and my parents are weird about celebrations; we don't even spend christmas together, we've always been very emotionally detached from one another. i don't know why i thought this year would change, and i don't understand why a small part of me hoped that it would because i know i'd hate it anyway if i had people around me today... but i still wish someone had atleast made an effort. i don't even need gifts, i don't like gifts! but i'd like the bare minimum of a happy birthday text yknow?? i know this is childish thinking, i don't need to be scolded on that, i just wanted to wallow in my own self-pity for a bit. i just can't wait to end it all soon so i don't have to sit through another lonely birthday.
Happy (late) birthday!! <3
 
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