Getting close to the date I chose a while ago, hurt myself enough to risk my long-term health, ig it really hit me how much I love life. It's only myself that I hate, and that's fixable with effort.
I choose to forgive myself for existing. I forgive myself for being immature and loud. I feel really guilty for hurting people but I will have to deal with that when I'm better.
Adios sasu. Frankly I hate the philosophy here, it's so small-minded and circular. Ig that reflects how we draw back from the world when we're sick, and die completely alone. It's good there's a place for people to get it all out, because that's how people are able to self-crit and recover. But the deeper thoughts, the "objective" thinking, the value judgements etc. are laughable and I wish those of you with thousands of posts would just get help instead of egging on vulnerable people. Or practice journaling!
I choose to forgive myself for existing. I forgive myself for being immature and loud. I feel really guilty for hurting people but I will have to deal with that when I'm better.
Adios sasu. Frankly I hate the philosophy here, it's so small-minded and circular. Ig that reflects how we draw back from the world when we're sick, and die completely alone. It's good there's a place for people to get it all out, because that's how people are able to self-crit and recover. But the deeper thoughts, the "objective" thinking, the value judgements etc. are laughable and I wish those of you with thousands of posts would just get help instead of egging on vulnerable people. Or practice journaling!
