Bowerbird
Autistic Bird NEET
- May 27, 2025
- 91
Lmao im so fucking depressed i cant take it anymore, trust me, literally nobody will miss me except for my pets
i want to go home to my parents and cry to my parents but i'm too old for that, and my parents both don't gaf about me and don't want me around... at least not as i am.
im like a homeless stray bird that was raised by humans but then dumped on the street now that its grown up, but its now confused and left to fend for itself when it doesnt know how to survive on its own, and its too scared to ask for help, and when it tries to go back to the people it knows for help, they don't seem to care much and have other things to worry about, the bird has nowhere to go and no one to turn to, and the maisntream will label its entire species as a "feral" "pest" that needs to be "exterminated" and driven out and culled, the only way out is euthanasia... (even compared to other indiviudals of my species, i am crippled and weak, unable to be saved...)
theres people i wish i could just cry and run to but they're sick of my bullshit and they're better off without me around, they deserve better than me
sometjing in my brain is wired wrong, i cant communicate or talk to people or reach out properly, i was just born like this, theres nothing that can be done to fix me
...like a bird trying to find its wya back into a house but its locked out and scratching at the windows, and when it tries to go in, it gets shooed out
i feel like i've tried to reach out and ask for help even though it's hard, and nobody seems to be listening properly. nobody cares. nobody understands. nobody is listening.
its only gonna get worse for me. i might as well jump ship now. not sure of an exact ctb date but i have all the stuff i need
i dont have a family anymore i want a family i need a family
i want to go home to my parents and cry to my parents but i'm too old for that, and my parents both don't gaf about me and don't want me around... at least not as i am.
im like a homeless stray bird that was raised by humans but then dumped on the street now that its grown up, but its now confused and left to fend for itself when it doesnt know how to survive on its own, and its too scared to ask for help, and when it tries to go back to the people it knows for help, they don't seem to care much and have other things to worry about, the bird has nowhere to go and no one to turn to, and the maisntream will label its entire species as a "feral" "pest" that needs to be "exterminated" and driven out and culled, the only way out is euthanasia... (even compared to other indiviudals of my species, i am crippled and weak, unable to be saved...)
theres people i wish i could just cry and run to but they're sick of my bullshit and they're better off without me around, they deserve better than me
sometjing in my brain is wired wrong, i cant communicate or talk to people or reach out properly, i was just born like this, theres nothing that can be done to fix me
...like a bird trying to find its wya back into a house but its locked out and scratching at the windows, and when it tries to go in, it gets shooed out
i feel like i've tried to reach out and ask for help even though it's hard, and nobody seems to be listening properly. nobody cares. nobody understands. nobody is listening.
its only gonna get worse for me. i might as well jump ship now. not sure of an exact ctb date but i have all the stuff i need
i dont have a family anymore i want a family i need a family
