Venting List the reasons your life is ruined

[blvck]

1. Bad parenting - father should have never had kids. Wish he never met my mom
2. Unnatural anxiety and fear about the future
3. Afraid to confess to people (would rather keep a secret till I die)
4. Future is hopeless anyway, we're all gonna die eventually
5. Feel like I have to be perfect and that I can't make any mistakes
6. Have no outlet to talk to anyone honestly with out fear of judgement
7. Wasted my time and crossed my boundaries for someone that doesn't care about me
8. Ugly
9. Everything is my fault

 

[Life]

Pretty much everything is my fault

 

[blvck]

Pretty much everything is my fault

that's a good one, I forgot to add that to my list too

 

[pepperfarmer]

My life isn't materially ruined. It's me and my mind that's the problem. I'm probably one of the few people with the kind of trauma where it truly wasn't my parent's fault at all. It was other family members that poisoned the well for my mother and I guess the trauma trickled down, although she did her best to protect me.

 

[Vombie12]

1. Family issues (major-)
2. Social anxiety
3. BPD/PTSD (ig just mental illness)
4. Never taking opportunities
5. Being stuck in life
6. Feeling Like I don't belong
7. Being scared to do anything/have any change
8. Not trying to get help sooner