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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,268
Had a good conversation with a member of my support network
Currently I enjoy more freetime which increases my life quality a lot
I could do some interesting stuff today which was on my to-do list and I enjoyed it

I am still ruminating how I could reward myself for always being so self-disciplined. A playstation 5 might too expensive. I have the money for it but I don't know it is so fucking much money.
 
tiredofthisgame

tiredofthisgame

Member
Oct 17, 2021
7
1) ate cereal with milk
2) enjoyed the snow outside
3) seeing adorable pictures of my cat

Have been feeling really awful these last few days, and reading these lists brings me some comfort
 
Veronica Sawyer

Veronica Sawyer

Member
Feb 22, 2023
25
I had a very emotional therapy session today that really threw off my mental state for the rest of the day. But despite that:

I brushed my teeth for the 5th day in a row
I did a successful Mun landing and return in Kerbal Space Program
I ate some nice leftovers my partner's mom gave to me
 
mrkillmyself

mrkillmyself

if only it were that easy
Feb 25, 2023
12
1- I played borderlands 3 with a friend and it was good.
2- A girl i really like dm'd me again after like. a lot of time ghosting. she's also at the bottom so seeing she's alive it's great tbh
3- I'm organizing a huge music compilation, and i have 17 artists working on the project so far
 
Grav

Grav

Wizard
Jul 26, 2020
648
1. I worked some more on miniature terrain.
2. I got b-day gift and card for my wife even though in a shitty mood and on downslope.
3. Found some joint treatment dog treats for my dog who has severe arthritis in both back legs and no cartilidge in one of them. These might help her with some stiffness as well as give a bit more mobility to our other senior dog. Don't know if they'll work but going to try.
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,268
Best life quality since a long time today. Many good things happened more than 3.
I have currently more freetime and way less pressure. Maybe this seems so overwhelmingly good because my usual daily life is a pure hell.
It is so so mucch better. Probably because of the huge discrepancy.
I phoned with my friends for more than 3 hours felt great.
I had huge luck in the gacha game I love. It was thrilling.
I slept better. Hopefully the withdrawal symptoms of the z-medication are tapering off
I love playing with my playstation 5 and enjoy it a lot

However I still have suicidal thoughts and I know that pretty dark times are waiting for me in the future. I am anxious about what happens when the bipolar cycle repeats
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,268
1. met a friend and we played Yu-Gi-Oh too, as the person above. It was a great time with him and I am thankful for my friends
2. Maybe I found a possibility to watch the soccer game legally tomorrow I am kind of excited and I hope it works
3. Currently I enjoy it a lot to play my favorite gacha game
 
incorporationated

incorporationated

mentally unstable idiot
Jan 24, 2023
78
1. Closure with my best friend and got assurance <3
2. I cooked good rice! I'm very prideful when it comes to cooking so I'm always happy when I cook something well.
3. I got to finish my papers, phew.
 
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MoonlitNight

MoonlitNight

bad at putting emotions into words
Feb 14, 2023
112
My therapist told me statistics show you can become way more happy if you do that every day.
My day today was pretty shitty but I will try.
(It is really a hard question today)
1.Me and my dad had an argument on the phone and suddenly the connection was lost. That was quite good. lol
2. In the morning I was less depressed (the evening is fucking with me)
3. One of my Youtube videos had more views than usual

1. parents came home a lot later than usual, more peace time to myself
2. got a character I liked on a gacha game without having to spend (my own money? wouldn't have been if it weren't for my partner lol)
3. overall just peaceful today. I could actually sleep.

prob a dead thread but I feel like writing down feelings too so, thanks
 
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nopointinlife

Student
Mar 11, 2022
103
1. The biggest problem that has been stressing me out and causing me to find ways to CTB for the past 3 years fully and forever resolved this morning.
2. I ate a really good lunch with an appetite I haven't had in years
3. I feel like I can truly breathe and be happy again.
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,268
1. started to read an interesting biography
2. glad that my team won that soccer match and that I could watch it
3. excited about the day tomorrow because of a certain yummy food and a gacha game event
 
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amorsys

amorsys

Doing Their Best
Mar 3, 2023
3
- i got to pet my cats
- i had some dark chocolate
- i wore a dress i really liked
 
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Flores de Abril

Flores de Abril

Member
Mar 8, 2023
27
1. I watched the Jurassic Park triology
2. I ate some french fries with cheedar and bacon
3. My dad teached me how to make an egg and bacon sandwich in the microwave
 
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Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
423
Accomplished a couple work tasks I was anxious about.
Bought a few 3DS games as the shop closes soon (is this 'good' or a waste haha)
Enjoyed watching the snowstorm outside
 
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DumbOnlineGirl

DumbOnlineGirl

in recovery <3
Feb 26, 2023
14
-I ate today and enjoyed it
-my pet rats love me and I love them
-made some progress on a drawing :)
 
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CentreMid

CentreMid

Sorry
Aug 23, 2018
478
1) My partner seems to be more affectionate and is slowly opening back up to me
2) I bought a new coat today, my old one was very worn-out
3) I handed in a resume, hoping I can get the job!
 
charlotte_

charlotte_

-
Mar 12, 2023
436
- my cat
- I was able to keep conversations with my friends
- get to skip extra class
 
saringceiling

saringceiling

Complaining is not enough anymore
Mar 13, 2023
25
- Today I woke up with sunshine in my face
- I dropped a cool rare item in the game I am playing
- had a caramel coffee
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,268
The DFW biography that I read is pretty insightful and it is fulfiling to read such a long book
the new Lil Peep songs that I found are pretty good
the life quality with more freetime and less pressure is so much better but I know this short escape will sadly not last forever...
 
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