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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,737
It was another shit day. Can't even watch TV and have anything sink in. But let's see.

1. I ate
2. I did some mixing
3. I had cigarettes
 
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whywere

Visionary
Jun 26, 2020
2,753
1) I actually got to sleep in a wake up at 2pm my local time
2) Made myself a frozen pizza, yum!
3) Did some laundry and repacked to fly back out

Walter
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
369
1) Gone to the doctor with my dog, because he needed vacination and have pain in his right leg. I am ashamed to say this, but I should have gone with him a long time ago... But today I had the energy and that makes me happy.
2) I can hardly believe I'm saying this, but I really did run a little distance today. I used to do a lot of sports (running), but that was a very long time ago and I could never get motivated. In the last few weeks I've been running a few meters every now and then. And today it was a little longer. Tomorrow I'm sure to have sore muscles, yippee.
3) I am happy about 1) and 2) :-)
 
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SeeminglyFine

Mixing pills with potions under the smoke alas
Jan 2, 2022
83
1. Figured out i could prob drag my ass to the doctor if i medicate my braincells to the limit, and that it might be worth it for now.

2.got a temporary relief from my thoughts by considering that it might be a better idea to keep drinking beers while tapering off some drugs(or forever) instead of repeatedly failing to quit everything cold turkey

3.snorted so much ritalin that my hunger got supressed and i didnt have to deal with my digestive issues and be nauseous all day long.
 
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disillusion

disillusion

Entp
Nov 6, 2020
68
My kid threw less tantrum
Family argument didnt go out of control
I was able to get more stuff done today
 
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qiuyu

Member
Feb 2, 2023
21
1.someone gifted me a cute mug
2.a classmate reach out to me
3.i read some books i really like
also thank you for making this post. i forget to appreciate things in life
 
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zhongnanhai

zhongnanhai

typical cigarette enjoyer | he / they
Jan 22, 2023
8
1. my dad asked me to fill his car up with gas and gave me his credit card to buy a snack. it's really the little things that make life worth living, like a reece's and cherry coke zero
2. my old shithole job finally sent me my w-2 after a full month of worrying i'd have to chase them down for it. never work at a family restaurant, they suck. but at least i can do my taxes worry free now.
3. i'm literally getting ready to pick my sis up from work & hang out with her right now. fingers crossed we scrounge up enough money for weed and a pack of cigarettes, that would make me so happy rn
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,737
1. My new Reddit account hasn't been banned... Yet
2. My gf bought me some Bailey's 3. I might be starting a new website, an alternative to reddit
 
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leopard_gec

leopard_gec

Kara Kara Kara no Kara
Dec 26, 2022
32
1. I received a letter that I might recieve some money from the gouvernement :)
2. I drank some soda (we rarely have soda)
3. my septum piercing is healing nicely
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Paragon
Nov 13, 2021
953
1. My ex talked to me, even if it wasn't the most pleasant chat, it was nice hearing her voice again.

2. I took a pleasant shower

3. Hoping to play some games with friends later tonight
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,708
Horrible day. Pretty difficult.

1. The horrible stress I have to endure will end in some days

2. There are people who support me, who help me to cope and I am not alone with my struggle

3. Benzos make me numb. Otherwise I would have collapsed way earlier.
 
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deadlymongrel

deadlymongrel

Forget Me Not
Jan 24, 2023
11
  1. I talked to my girlfriend
  2. I saw my family
  3. I gave my family gifts
And tomorrow I get to sleep in late :)
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Paragon
Nov 13, 2021
953
  1. I talked to my girlfriend
  2. I saw my family
  3. I gave my family gifts
And tomorrow I get to sleep in late :)
I hope you're day today has been equally great!
 
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deadlymongrel

deadlymongrel

Forget Me Not
Jan 24, 2023
11
I hope you're day today has been equally great!
Not as much, but I can still be thankful.
  1. Slept in until 12
  2. Wrote and recorded a new song
  3. Got free pizza
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Paragon
Nov 13, 2021
953
Not as much, but I can still be thankful.
  1. Slept in until 12
  2. Wrote and recorded a new song
  3. Got free pizza
I'm sorry it wasn't as great, but at least it was still okay. Anything is better than bad :)
 
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boxtobs

boxtobs

unfortunate geometry (Toby)
Jan 23, 2023
26
i don't think i can manage 3 today but
1. a neighbor shared their dinner leftovers
2. found time to paint in the afternoon
 
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movinout17

movinout17

Student
Feb 2, 2023
113
1. Decided that I won't ctb soon and cried through the day
2. Met with therapist
3. Traveled on my own
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,708
I could relax a little bit today
Took a bath which was chilling
So far I could prevent a relapse
but I am overthinking many things in my life. A little bit too anxious and I worry way too much.
 
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Findog

New Member
Feb 8, 2023
4
Thank you for the suggestion. I usually find this quite tricky but it's good to have everyone here reading to make myself accountable!
1. I sewed a pair of fleecy pyjamas for my dog. I have sewed anything in years.
2. I started to crochet my mum a shawl.
3. I didn't have a single thought about CTB until this evening. This is progress.
Thanks for reading
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Paragon
Nov 13, 2021
953
Thank you for the suggestion. I usually find this quite tricky but it's good to have everyone here reading to make myself accountable!
1. I sewed a pair of fleecy pyjamas for my dog. I have sewed anything in years.
2. I started to crochet my mum a shawl.
3. I didn't have a single thought about CTB until this evening. This is progress.
Thanks for reading
That's amazing! I wish I could say I've been as productive today but unfortunately I've had a stomach virus all day and I've had to stay home and stay near a trash can all day lol. I'm glad you haven't thought about CTB all day as well. It's nice to see some positivity on this forum (not knocking anybody down, I know what this site is mainly for and people's situations aren't the best if they're here)
 
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imnotokay

Member
Dec 3, 2022
6
1) This morning was pretty outside with some fresh snow.
2) An electrician moved a light I've been wanting moved for a couple of years.
3) Had lasagne for dinner.
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,708
1. This forum helped me this evening to cope with the hell I am going through. I t calmed me.
2. Soon the major stress will be over but I am scared what will happen without the addictive medication
3. Found some new cool Lil Peep songs there are just so many amazing ones
 
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Ultracheese

Ultracheese

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
488
1. My grade for my music theory class has officially been entered into the grade book. Only two more classes to go before I graduate!

2. I had a Lunchable today, the cheese pizza one. It's very juvenile but I love Lunchables and they're a staple of my diet. I'm trying to ween myself off of them so I can eat healthier, but since I got an A in my class I thought I would reward myself.

3. I'm making progress on making music. I haven't released anything on my Bandcamp page for a couple of weeks now, but recently I have been feeling inspired to work on some songs.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,760
1. I finished a difficult task at work.
2. I've slept solid 7 hours last night.
3. I enjoyed a word game on SaSu.
Today I even have 4th. the temperature was relatively warm!
 
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toro

toro

dr pepper drinker
Feb 11, 2023
117
this seems so fun!!

1. a stranger bought drinks for me and said he liked to see me smile
2. i got back in contact with some friends and they were all so excited to talk to me again !!!! the fact that they even noticed i was gone has me smiling so bad
3. made my little brother lose his shit laughing and bonded with him over a pkm video
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Paragon
Nov 13, 2021
953
this seems so fun!!

1. a stranger bought drinks for me and said he liked to see me smile
2. i got back in contact with some friends and they were all so excited to talk to me again !!!! the fact that they even noticed i was gone has me smiling so bad
3. made my little brother lose his shit laughing and bonded with him over a pkm video
Aww this is so wholesome! Every bit of it sounds so nice and pleasant! I hope everything stays going good for you :)
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,737
1. I bought mdma!
2. Bought a ticket to an event at ministry of sound
3. Bought a ticket to another event
 
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ilovecats

ilovecats

Empty Husk
Feb 1, 2023
115
1. Gave a good speech in front of many teachers from all over the county
2. Hit a new personal record at the gym
3. Went for a walk in a sunny and warm day
 
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Forest Fire

Forest Fire

Student
Jul 19, 2019
109
Spoke to someone at work for the first time, despite crossing paths with them multiple times a day for over a year now.
Ate 6 portions of fruit and veg and met my calories for the day.
The majority of my thoughts are usually about killing myself but it's probably only been for about an hour today
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Drifting Aimlessly without Roots
Feb 7, 2023
252
1) Although I had to reference someone else's mod, I was able to successfully alter a character's dialogue in SDV

2) I woke up early today

3) There's still some cake and milk left
 
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