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My only option is to do some sort of ligature strangulation suicide. I don't have access to SN, ropes, an area to hang nor do I have access to drugs.

I want to tighten a rope around my carotids and jugulars and secure it so it doesn't come off. At the same time I don't want it to compress my trachea (wind pipe) so I can breathe. This seems like the most peaceful death I can have. But I have no idea how to execute it.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I tried partial hanging once and it scared the shit out of me. I fucked it up for sure, nearly crippled myself.

Shame too because hanging is the most accessible method.

 

[anagram]

I tried partial hanging once and it scared the shit out of me. I fucked it up for sure, nearly crippled myself.

Shame too because hanging is the most accessible method.

I'm sorry that happened man. Survival instinct is a bitch. Takes guts to kill your self

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, it's horrible to me how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, I wish there's the option to just easily cease existing in peace, I find it so cruel how people have to struggle so much to die.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I'm sorry that happened man. Survival instinct is a bitch. Takes guts to kill your self

If done incorrectly, you risk brain damage and becoming quadriplegic. Noped the fuck out.

 

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If done incorrectly, you risk brain damage and becoming quadriplegic. Noped the fuck out.

It's a bit of a gamble yeah

 

[probablynot]

Sorry to hear you're in more or less the same boat I am. I tried partial multiple times and SI always won despite how bad I wanted it. I think I could overcome it if I was able to do it right, but it's not exactly easy to compress carotids hard enough as I've found. Also didn't have any proper rope and was making do with what I had otherwise. Seems a soaped-up rope + bean bags to additionally put pressure on carotids is the best bet but I always feel like I'm going to go through the trouble of acquiring what I need only to end up further at a loss/disappointed.

 

[anagram]

Sorry to hear you're in more or less the same boat I am. I tried partial multiple times and SI always won despite how bad I wanted it. I think I could overcome it if I was able to do it right, but it's not exactly easy to compress carotids hard enough as I've found. Also didn't have any proper rope and was making do with what I had otherwise. Seems a soaped-up rope + bean bags to additionally put pressure on carotids is the best bet but I always feel like I'm going to go through the trouble of acquiring what I need only to end up further at a loss/disappointed.

I just need a secure locking mechanism. I'm thinking of using thick cable ties that will wrap and tighten around my carotids. At least with cable ties, you can't back out…

I just need a secure locking mechanism. I'm thinking of using thick cable ties that will wrap and tighten around my carotids. At least with cable ties, you can't back out…

So I have to suck it up and bear the SI with gritted teeth.

 

[probablynot]

I just need a secure locking mechanism. I'm thinking of using thick cable ties that will wrap and tighten around my carotids. At least with cable ties, you can't back out…

So I have to suck it up and bear the SI with gritted teeth.

Never considered that. Honestly I'd just worry about compressing my trachea too much and that's a big nope for me. As someone whose suffering does greatly stem from addiction I have a hard time condoning any substances at all, but does seem to be common consensus that alcohol and/or benzos do help with overcoming SI, for what that's worth.

 

[anagram]

Never considered that. Honestly I'd just worry about compressing my trachea too much and that's a big nope for me. As someone whose suffering does greatly stem from addiction I have a hard time condoning any substances at all, but does seem to be common consensus that alcohol and/or benzos do help with overcoming SI, for what that's worth.

The trachea takes more pressure to compress than carotids and jugulars. Id first practice using a zip tie on something that resembles the rough shape of my neck roughly (a cylinder object) to see where the most pressure will be applied