That thought has crossed my mind a lot of times by now. This whole thing is so... dispensable. The Universe managed fine without life. Unnecessary to the point of becoming ridiculous. Yet here we are, powerless to do anything of true substance. Sure, it may all be completely futile, but you will lose your sanity regardless, just because it's possible. And death doesn't solve the issue either. All of us are just stuck here, I guess.
Hi sweet
@LittleMonkey
I understand how you feel about describing all this
Indeed, when the human mind is pushed into its deepest reasonings, very often we realise that this world is only a decoy to give ourselves reasons to exist
But very often, this kind of reasoning is what reaches the mind of people who suffer and question themselves, on the reasons to still exist
Maybe I'm wrong, but I think I understand your exhaustion, your loss of motivation and absence of pleasure linked to what you have been enduring on your life ❤
Even if philosophically I agree with you, I think that there is always something to contribute when the heart is obviously there
That's my view but I think that, in one way or another, we all have something to contribute to this universe
And so do you ❤
I guess the pain is too intense for you to tell yourself that today, I understand, it's normal, I would've think the same thing if I was suffering like you
But I tell myself that one day, when your pain is behind you, you will be able to, thanks to the qualities you have, thanks to your character, thanks to your experience, I I believe in it
To bring things in one way or another to this life
You are strong ❤
Times are hard but the sky is blue, it's that grey veil that makes us tend to forget it!
You are brave, be proud of you
Love

❤