Venting Life is rigged....

[plzoffme]

It feels like life is one rigged game and most people are walking around in a trance just waiting to die. Work,Home,eat,sleep,repeat till you are old and broken then you get too live out the rest of your years sitting in a rocker watching TV. Everybody repeats the same slogans and sayings like, oh it gets better or its just life and you have to accept it! Fuck that! i refuse to be a slave for the next 30-40 years. I also have BPD which there is no cure for. they just hand you med after med with negitive side effects. People distract themselves with food or enetertainment to avoid the truth of life. Its so insane being so aware yet, people are walking around like robots repeating the same shit. I just can't do this anymore, i tried to make things work but again and again i get sucked back into depression and losing focus. I just want to be free from this body and society. All the shit people distract themselves with i have no interest in anymore, its like its all an illusion. I suppose this is a rant so if anybody reads this maybe you can relate. It sucks you have to kiss ass to get anywhere today. You have to be someone you are not to get things or keep a job. I am planning on ending in in Aug via 9MM to the head at the park.

 

[brokenspirited]

I can understand. Nothing is fair in this world.

 

[wham311]

Absolute bullshit people have to be here that don't want to be

 

[plzoffme]

Absolute bullshit people have to be here that don't want to be

Yup, death = freedom

 

[brokenspirited]

The judges will decide (will decide)
The likes of me abide (me abide)
Spectators of the show (of the show)
Always staying low (staying low)
The game is on again (on again)
A lover or a friend (or a friend)
A big thing or a small (big or small)
The winner takes it all (takes it all)
I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence, but you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all
So the winner takes it all
And the loser has to fall
Throw the dice, cold as ice
Way down here, someone dear
Takes it all, has to fall
And it's plain, why complain?

Yup, death = freedom

Existence does not inherently equal suffering and enslavement. It is always better to live happily, than to not live at all. A prosperous existence, a good life, is a beautiful and precious thing.
But Death is a lesser evil to a life of suffering.
A great life is a gift, a troubled one is nothing but a curse.

We give dogs the privilege of a dignified and merciful end.

So what, in the eyes of society makes man undeserving of this privilege we afford them?
Anyone able to make this decision and understand its consequences ought to have the right to do so.

Existence isn't something we can consent to, so naturally, we should be able to opt-out.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand finding it so dreadful to exist, all I want is to be gone, I'd just never wish for the torturous and futile burden of existence, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[LetMeOut67]

I could live a million years if I knew I'd live to see the day all this SHIT burns

 

[apatheticallyalive]

This is how I feel too. The only reason I haven't ctb yet is because there's people that'd be sad if I was gone. Life is nothing more than a monotonous obligation to me.

 

[Pluto]