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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
Just back from work, sat on my couch and stared at the walls, full of holes still but i can't be arsed to fill them, happen again at some point.

I thought this is it till I'm a gray haired bastard, (thinking in non suicidal terms) just work, eat, sleep and shit.

I dont want work, i dont want food, i dont want possessions, i dont want to live this procreation daydream that seems to be the "it" for all creatures.

I told my parents that birthing me made no sense, there's nothing to gain from it, stop being societies little worker ant bitch and think for yourself god damn.. They've had 3 kids and been miserable their whole life, be miserable and dont bring me here.

I'm a firm in my belief that all life needs to go extinct in order to prevent us being subject to a universe that is hostile to life, we gain nothing being here but a timeline of morbid eventualities.

My line will never exist, im proud of that, my eyes are wide open and im sick of numbing the truth down for every fucker that lives in a daydream.

There is no grand plan in the universe. But mine is a death march into oblivion, i'm getting my passport sorted as we speak, i need to get off this freakshow.

One day we WILL get freedom my friends, one day.
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Arcanist
May 10, 2023
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It's comforting to think of our species going extinct, which is inevitable. I'm hopeful it happens before we do much more environmental damage (out of concern for other species). Even so, whatever we do is ultimately meaningless in the life of the planet.
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
It's comforting to think of our species going extinct, which is inevitable. I'm hopeful it happens before we do much more environmental damage (out of concern for other species). Even so, whatever we do is ultimately meaningless in the life of the planet.
Me too. People forget those in third world countries as well, all the pain could have been spared, we do not need to exist.

We are temporary no matter what we do, to die out is a blessing.

I watched a nature documentary, the experts were sad when the eggs found hadn't survived, i thought lucky guys they are spared from a pointless loop and being eaten.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just see existence as being a horrific mistake in general, there should just be nothingness instead, it's so tragic how existence has caused so much unnecessary suffering to be experienced all throughout history, and I just find existing to be unappealing in general. Death certainly is the only relief from the burden we were forced to endure. I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
I just see existence as being a horrific mistake in general, there should just be nothingness instead, it's so tragic how existence has caused so much unnecessary suffering to be experienced all throughout history, and I just find existing to be unappealing in general. Death certainly is the only relief from the burden we were forced to endure. I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.
Thanks dude, i hope you get a peaceful end to this misery as well.

Atleast it's a certainty Cry, thankfully no one is immortal because that would be a colossal nightmare..
 

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