amaterasu :-)
Student
- Dec 21, 2023
- 139
Don't you find it intolerable that others treat you as if life were a gift and like you should be grateful for it when all you want is to die, it is as if they are not aware that the government strives to remove any possibility of ctb from our reach, it seems like they dont know, they simply act as if it were easy to choose and as if being alive was a product of your fancy. when in reality all methods are either too risky to consider, or too horrible. (I didn't discover that until I found this forum and investigated.) I really deeply hate it, they act as if they were giving me something and it is unbearable... they somehow rejoice in the fact that I cannot escape this life, they know I tried twice (I failed because I didnt investigate before), and at the same time they know that I cannot complain because if I tell all this they will put me in the hospital. and I have the impression that they are playing with the desperation and pain of many who do not want to exist in this life. I mean, they like and prefer people to play with risky methods and commit failed attempts, and they know that many will desperately end up trying one of these methods, that leave the person with permanent scarms or totally disabled for the rest of their lives, and they dont care...So "life" obviously is just a fake argument to obviate the fact that your pain nor your suffering matters anything to those mother#&@_@&# and that they want you alive for another reason. This is simply denounceable, I just hope that one day they will truly pay, all those who have created my suffering. That hell exists and they end up there, thats what I hope. Sometimes I think that life itself is a diabolical fact... Life is dirty that's it. For that life was something honest one should have the option to choose at any time but it is fair the opposite, from the moment of birth there is nothing but constant imposition, a sadistic game where you are forced to exist. Imposition...
