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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,877
Life is a prison without bars. I was stuck there but I didn't ask anyone for anything.

The only key to getting out of this hell is death... but if people don't want to see you die, it's just out of pure selfishness, so they don't get upset or feel guilty, or abandoned. They don't care about your well-being, that you have suffered martyrdom for over 20 years and do not want to admit that in certain cases there is no cure possible...

I would have loved to be a dog so that someone could kill me( euthanasia)...

And to think that there are people who die every day and who would enjoy life to the fullest...and to say that in my town this man was stabbed...but damn it was necessary to stab me me...

I'm just a dark shit, every time I have the opportunity to collapse, I shit in my pants at the last second...and 3 days later I cry with rage at having let it pass my luck. I want to live in Hong Kong or somewhere else where there are lots of skyscrapers.
God just die pleaseπŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™
 
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unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
727
I connect with the image of life feeling like a prison without bars, thank you
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,877
search tombe dead
 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
362
I find my life a prison, but because as a human one has to depend on a society or other humans. But these humans ignore a majority of the times my important needs.
I cannot always cope with daydreaming.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I find my life a prison, but because as a human one has to depend on a society or other humans.
Literally. We all have to become slaves to the system just to survive. I wish that I could escape people and society. Hell is other people
 
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thealteredmind

thealteredmind

Experienced
Apr 2, 2024
230
nop. it has bars. actually, it's a solid concrete box and we are trapped inside. there's no air and we are suffocating but never dying.
 
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never

Member
Apr 21, 2024
22
It's more than a prison. It's a poison. Life is a poison given to us by people who were pressured or felt obligated by social norms.
I never asked to be here, and the fact that I am and that I don't want to be here makes me feel like I'm just taking a sip of that poison every damn day
 
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Illegal Preclear

Illegal Preclear

The CEO of CTB
Sep 6, 2022
232
This is a Prison Planet. Realizing that is the first step to being able to free yourself via CTB. Don't feel bad about having SI - it's programmed into all of us as a way to keep us prisoners. People are programmed to stop other people from wanting to escape, and Psychiatrists/Psychologists are the REAL cops/corrections officers. CTB is the ultimate act of defiance.
 
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melancholymallory03

melancholymallory03

Do cats live nine lives ? Or do humans ⏰
Feb 20, 2024
358
Life is a prison without bars. I was stuck there but I didn't ask anyone for anything.

The only key to getting out of this hell is death... but if people don't want to see you die, it's just out of pure selfishness, so they don't get upset or feel guilty, or abandoned. They don't care about your well-being, that you have suffered martyrdom for over 20 years and do not want to admit that in certain cases there is no cure possible...

I would have loved to be a dog so that someone could kill me( euthanasia)...

And to think that there are people who die every day and who would enjoy life to the fullest...and to say that in my town this man was stabbed...but damn it was necessary to stab me me...

I'm just a dark shit, every time I have the opportunity to collapse, I shit in my pants at the last second...and 3 days later I cry with rage at having let it pass my luck. I want to live in Hong Kong or somewhere else where there are lots of skyscrapers.
God just die pleaseπŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™
Love your profile picture ,
I'm wishing you peace πŸ•ŠοΈ the method you're choosing is quite brave and admirable.
I hope you find nothing but peace and comfort on you're journey πŸŒͺ️🧑πŸŒͺ️
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
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