Venting Life has no meaning

[kapa]

So here we go again. I wanted to ctb new years eve but my friend drag me out of the house (they didn't know my plans). In that moment I've decided to give myself time. I've come out of a long term relationship, never imagine my life without them. Now I see no meaning I lost all the dreams I had, a future I wanted to live and now everything seems fake to me I don't see point in absolutely anything. I bought an apartment which was the biggest dream of mine but I can't be happy about it. I feel absolutely no joy I just want to be gone. I got sn but I'm scared to test it because I think it's not pure. I don't know what method to choose anymore. The guilt is eating me alive when I'm with my family everyone is so happy about my home they are so proud making plans and I don't want to be here....

 

[Dqope]

everything seems fake to me

It seems we are quite a like. I guess someone has the same feeling as I have. I dont see the point in working for a house, playing games, talking to people, trying to get into a relationship (everything is fake with no real meaning). I will go in a bit but you must come to your own conclusion. Good to know that I am not insane (or at least not the only insane one (xd)). Wish you the best.

 

[kapa]

It seems we are quite a like. I guess someone has the same feeling as I have. I dont see the point in working for a house, playing games, talking to people, trying to get into a relationship (everything is fake with no real meaning). I will go in a bit but you must come to your own conclusion. Good to know that I am not insane (or at least not the only insane one (xd)). Wish you the best.

Good to know I'm not alone either.You to I hope you find what you desire.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I just wish to be free from it all as well, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I could never see a point to any of this as well, I hope you find peace.

 

[kapa]

I understand, I just wish to be free from it all as well, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I could never see a point to any of this as well, I hope you find peace.

Thanks! You too my dear.