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Feb 21, 2025
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this past week or so i've been trying to sleep a lot more.
bc if i don't sleep, i comfort-eat / cry.
so you go to bed and next thing you know it's 8 hours later, it's absolutely fantastic.
it's like a free trial of death.

i'm not even kidding.
and if your room is dark enough, even if you are not tired, you WILL fall asleep eventually.
simply from the darkness of the room.

just a little trick lol
 
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IrisGr3y_

"Me? I feel like a million bucks"
Feb 28, 2026
37
Done that for a very long time. It became automatic, but, it screws up your 'circadian rhythm' greatly.

It was nice pulling an "all-nighter" with some boost in my mood and drive, be active when everyone's asleep, but then going to sleep myself around 6 A.M, sometimes 10, then wake up at 16:00 P.M or 18...


That was the awful part. Some days I'd wake up past 20:00. Latest being around 22:00 P.M. Everyone was near their bed time, I was just getting out of it.

Not sure if you've ever had this, but by over-sleeping, I'd get into sleep-paralysis loops often.
 
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K14~♡

The night comes down like heaven
Mar 11, 2026
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I'd sleep up to 12 hours when I can, sometimes it can reach 14 hours too. It's great yea, but I end up missing important things oftentimes (Like my groupmates discussing stuff, my household having food I've been wanting to eat but now it's all gone)
 
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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

September 2nd 2026
Feb 8, 2026
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I've been trying to sleep for longer; I didn't know darkness was what I was missing! But yeah it does sound nice to sleep more. I'll give it another try
 
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sourcherry

sourcherry

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Mar 3, 2026
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i take a double dose of my sleep meds to avoid thinking about things and sleep instead
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,542
I understand as all I want is to be unconscious of this terrible, torturous existence, I just want to sleep and never suffer ever again, all I see as desirable is being at peace from the torture and suffering of existing and for me every second is torture to be conscious, to suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
 
liquid-crystal daze

liquid-crystal daze

living forever through the www
Feb 19, 2026
15
Wish I lived alone for this purpose. I have a dark bedsheet up against my window to block out any unwanted sunlight but the family's day-to-day is too hard to drown out when I'm already fully rested. I do ditto this recommendation thought, when my father was in the hospital and the whole house was empty I was almost never awake and it was the most I'd liked my life in a while.
 
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Always-in-trouble

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Jan 14, 2026
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Wish I lived alone for this purpose. I have a dark bedsheet up against my window to block out any unwanted sunlight but the family's day-to-day is too hard to drown out when I'm already fully rested. I do ditto this recommendation this thought, when my father was in the hospital and the whole house was empty I was almost never awake and it was the most I'd liked my life in a while.
Those late sleeps into 12 hour stay ups from 7 pm were blissful and dreamed so much. I want to experience that agian but I also live within a busier household.
 
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