kindawannacrylol
Student
- Jan 13, 2021
- 142
Precisely what the original question says. I know this is extremely self centred thinking 'maybe I'm the main character and the whole universe is designed to torture me' but that's what I'm going with right now. What would I need to investigate this? Realistically if I kill myself I'll stop being tortured? I feel like my circumstances are too cruel and unusual to not be organised in that way. The universe as a whole is so odd and unusual and evil that it just doesn't make sense, the fact that the majority of people just enjoy living is also extremely strange and odd. All of these things can't be a coincidence I am convinced this is my own personal torture chamber, and none of this is actually real. Technically if it is designed to torture me who says death will be a respite? So many questions