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For @Myforevercharlie :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:

Bananarama-Venus :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






 
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Badflower-Paws :heart::heart::heart::heart:

(Couldn't get the lyrics to work)


 
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Fractured Fairytales-Generation Doom :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



 
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Linkin Park-Up From The Bottom :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Inside, it feels like I been barely breathing
Feels like air is running out
Inside, I'm stuck here staring at a ceiling
You put up to keep me down, down, down, down, down
Waking up without a name
Opening my eyes knowing nothing is the same (same)
Circling around a drain
As I realize that there's no one else to blame
You keep me waiting down here
So far below
Staring up from the bottom
Up from the bottom
I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go
Staring up from the bottom
Up from the bottom
Each time I hold my fist inside my pocket (pocket)
Hold my breath until I'm blue
Feels like a knife pushed deep inside a socket (socket)
Bristling listening to you, you, you, you, you
Waking up without a name
Opening my eyes knowing nothing's gonna change (change)
Circling around a drain
As I realize that there's no one else to blame
You keep me waiting down here
So far below
Staring up from the bottom
Up from the bottom
I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go
Staring up from the bottom
Up from the bottom
Everybody out, that devil is coming
Poison on his lips and his words mean nothing
Cold like a mountaintop, father never loved him
Mama said he's bad enough times that it sunk in
Everybody out, that devil is coming
Promise you the world, but he's always bluffing
Before you even know it's a trap you're stuck in
He's gone like a ghost, already off running
(Oh)
(Oh)
You keep me waiting down here
So far below
Staring up from the bottom
Up from the bottom
I try escaping, but there's nowhere to go
Staring up from the bottom
Gotta get out of here
Up from the bottom
Gotta get out of here
 
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I may have already posted this, I don't remember. It's so good Imma post again. 😁😉

Dark Divine-The Reaper :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head
I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead
Just screaming inside without making a sound
Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground
My friend, death is an impatient man
Waiting and praying for the day that I finally snap
I don't want to know when it happens
But honestly, it could have already happened
Fighting the voices with internal bloodshed
Facing the fears that have taken control of my head
Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head
I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead
Just screaming inside without making a sound
Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground
Screaming inside without making a sound
Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking-
Save me from my superficial suicide
Don't let it consume me
Death is only the beginning of the end
My friend, death, he's as crazy as me
Watching the clock as I'm rotting away
Projecting my judgments and bad energy
Life is always hiding a dead personality
(Dead personality)
Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking-
And I'll never be free
Until they finally hear me
Silence has a way of being deafening
To those who are not used to listening
Listen to me
Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head
I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead
Just screaming inside without making a sound
Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground
Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head
I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead
Screaming inside without making a sound
Just rip out my heart and put me in the ground
 
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Prince-Little Red Corvette :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

You had a pocket full of horses
Trojan and some of them used 😂😂😂






 
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Halestorm-Darkness Always Wins :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





"Darkness Always Wins"

Now the world is still
It's just been spinning out
Trapped inside my head
Feeling numb
And there's no song to sing
To save me from myself
Fading into black
We're all fighters, holding up our lighters
Chasing off the monsters, drowning in our sins
With every last breath, try to stop the sunset
Running with the shadows, darkness always wins
I make the same mistakes
And I can't change my ways
It's how I've always been
It's in my bones, a heart of stone
The cold, cold's creeping in
I'm fading into black
We're all fighters, holding up our lighters
Chasing off the monsters, drowning in our sins
With every last breath, try to stop the sunset
Running with the shadows, darkness always wins
Darkness always wins
Yeah!
(Yeah-eah, oh-oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh, oh, oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh
Yeah-eah, oh-oh, oh, oh
Yeah)
We're all fighters, holding up our lighters
Chasing off the monsters, drowning in our sins
With every last breath, try to stop the sunset
Running with the shadows, darkness always wins
Darkness always wins
We're all fighters, holding up our lighters
Chasing off the monsters, drowning in our sins
With every last breath, try to stop the sunset
Running with the shadows, darkness always wins
Darkness always wins
 
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Dec 23, 2023
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You have made a grave error asking this question. Now I have an excuse to post the garbage music I listen to!







That should be enough to kill an elephant.
 
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Pale_Rider

Arcanist
Apr 21, 2025
465
Im digging Korn right now. Hold on. Har Har.
 
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Music has been helping me a little lately, so I was wondering what kind of music the rest of the forum is listening to?
Like a favorite song, artist, genre, anything really! :)

My latest obsession is definitely Sleep Tokens "take me back to Eden", which I've had on repeat constantly since it came out a few days ago!
Sleep Token has been my most listened on spotify for the last 2 years, Im gonna listen to the new song for the first time right now.
 
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Music has been helping me a little lately, so I was wondering what kind of music the rest of the forum is listening to?
Like a favorite song, artist, genre, anything really! :)

My latest obsession is definitely Sleep Tokens "take me back to Eden", which I've had on repeat constantly since it came out a few days ago!
Music is very very personal..... you can pick from any genre and track to suit a mood in the present..... I'm an electronic bleep person....I rarely find lyrics that actually mean anything....
..you can pick some lines from some songs but....
 
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Machine Head-Outsider :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





I'll keep standing on the outside
You made your bed and now the walls are closing in
You sold your soul and now you want mine
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Here on the outside looking in
Let the new era begin
The dawn of the deadliest sin
To sever the ties of our kin
Cutting you off at the limb
Amputated just to feel whole again
Frozen, your soul
Darker than coal
All the lying, all the cheating
All you left me was defeated, there could
Never be forgiveness in the end
So I'll keep standing on the outside
You made your bed and now the walls are closing in
You sold your soul and now you want mine
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Here on the outside looking in
These are the words of a fool
Guzzling hatred as fuel
A heart you left broken in two
Over and over again
The cycle repeats like a funeral hymn
Deep in my bones
Harder than stone
All the money, all the power
Fame and fortune left devoured
Only now you want to try and make amends
So I'll keep standing on the outside
You made your bed and now the walls are closing in
You sold your soul and now you want mine
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Hope you remember how you hung me out to dry
You might deny it, but you're burning up inside
So I'll keep standing on the outside
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Here on the outside looking in
It's all so sickening
Sickening me to the core
So I'll keep standing on the outside
You made your bed and now the walls are closing in
You sold your soul and now you want mine
Tragic disaster and it's all so sickening
Here on the outside looking in
Here on the outside looking in
 
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Music has been helping me a little lately, so I was wondering what kind of music the rest of the forum is listening to?
Like a favorite song, artist, genre, anything really! :)

My latest obsession is definitely Sleep Tokens "take me back to Eden", which I've had on repeat constantly since it came out a few days ago!
Odd i feel like i responded to a similar post... Anyways! This has got to be my all time favorite

 
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Feb 1, 2023
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Odd i feel like i responded to a similar post...
there are a few music threads. you probably did :P
Anyways! This has got to be my all time favorite
i leant on this song years ago along with a bunch of other nujabes tracks and seeing you pop up around here this month brought me back to them
this one particularly though... yeah. there are some songs which feel beyond life for me. this is one of them. so beautiful. thank you

 
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The Cars-Since You're Gone :heart::aw::heart::aw::heart::aw::heart:








Since you're gone, the nights are gettin' strange
Since you're gone, well, nothing's makin' any sense
Since you're gone, I stumble in the shade
Since you're gone, everything's in perfect tense, well
I can't help it when you fall apart
And I can't help it, guess you better start
That is forgettin' about you (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, nights are gettin' strange (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, throwin' it all away (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, the nights are gettin' strange (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, throwin' it all away
I can't help it, everything's a mess
I can't help it, you're so treacherous
When it comes to tenderness
(Since you're gone)
I can't help it, everything's a mess
I can't help it, you're so treacherous
Oh, where's that tenderness? (Since you're gone)
Since you're gone, I missed the peak sensation (since you're gone)
Since you're gone, I took the big vacation (since you're gone)
Well, never feel sedate (since you're gone)
Well, the moonlight ain't so great (since you're gone)
Since you're gone (since you're gone)
Well, I've thrown it all away (since you're gone)
When the nights are getting (since you're gone) strange
I've thrown it all away (since you're gone)
Well, since you're gone (since you're gone)
Since you're gone (since you're gone)
Well, I've thrown it all away
Since you're gone (since you're gone)
 
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SZA-BMF :heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart:








Young and fine and dark and handsome
The boy from South Detroit keep bossing
And I can't keep my panties from dropping
He's so fly, fly
Going too fast, don't hurt yourself
I can't keep up with all the lies you tell yourself
You kinda cute, but play too much, don't play yourself
I'm not the one, but we can still pretend this can be my man
You say you feel different when you with me, tell me anything
Compliment my energy, it's different laying next to me
All I ask is don't make me pull up and get to dumping
You know I can't give no fucks, you know I'm with all the ruckus, can you?
Young and fine and dark and handsome
The boy West side of Compton camе walking in
I can't keep my panties from dropping
He's so fly, fly
Ooh, he bossy, ooh, hе crip walkin'
Took me to Slauson and he slut me out
And when I got a problem, he get to packin'
He 'bout all that action, call him Mr. Handle It
You know I'm hella different from them chicks that you been trickin' on
Can be your ride or die, get down your strongest bone
Trust me, boy, I'm good in every hood
Trickin', finna fall in backwards
I'm just tryna show you what it would be like if you my man
Young and fine and dark and handsome
The boy from South of somewhere came walking in
I can't keep my panties from dropping
He's so fly, fly
Blowin' money fast, it won't last (ooh-oh)
Tryna make it last, ooh-oh
Blowin' money fast, we might crash (mm)
I'll make it last, we'll be-, oh-oh
Ecstasy is just a pill away
Pop it up or you could screw today
I'm just tryna hear you say my name
Love to play your ruler, be your Jane
You could be my Tarzan, toss me up
Other hoes is lacking, call me up
Know my baby packing, why I'm stuck
That's why he my man
Young and he fine and he tall and he handsome (oh, yeah)
Talkin' so fine, I might hold it for ransom
Put it in drive, I'm not shy, I might let ya
Cruise all night
Blowin' money fast, it won't last (ooh-oh)
Tryna make it last, ooh-oh
Blowin' money fast, we might crash (ooh, whoa)
I'll make it last, we'll be-, oh-oh
 
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Better Than Ezra-Desperately Wanting :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Past the road to your house
That you never call home
Where they turned out your lights
Though they say you'll never know
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
When they pumped out your guts
Filled you full of those pills
You were never quite right
Deserving all the chills
Say the worst is over
Kicked it over again
Then they ask what went wrong
When they turn you on again
When they turn you on again
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Kick them right in the face
Make them wish they weren't born
And if they bring up your name
Will they say you won the war
Baby burst in the world
Never given a chance
Then they ask what went wrong
When you never had it right
No, you never had it right
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately Wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Oh, the letters have dropped off
Though they say you got them all
I finally figured out some things you'll never know
Take back your life, let me inside
We'll find the door, if you care, if you care to anymore
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
 
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Drowning Pool-Madness :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Get ready for the Madness
Madness
Madness
The time is now
No fuckin' around
It's madness
Madness
Madness
It's taking over me
The time is now
No fuckin' around
It's madness
Madness
Madness
It's taking over me
Taking over me
The madness
Starts right now
 

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