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The Actual Devil

The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
May 4, 2025
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I was feeling really down earlier today, so I wanted to take a moment to thank everyone here for all of the song recommendations across all of the music threads. Sometimes, some good tunes are all it takes to make it just one more day. You guys rock. And roll.
And @not-2-b-the-answer, while we're both still on this crazy ride called life, I'll pass you the aux cord any time.

*Sniff* I'm still a lil sad, actually. Alexa: play Despacito.



 
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I think this is my favourite track, no idea how many times I've listened to it.

 
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This song popped into my brain earlier.... :wink::wink::wink:

David Guetta-Love Is Gone :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Now that the love is gone
What are we supposed to do?
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone (love is gone)
What are we supposed to do?
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone
There is nothing left to prove
No use to deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone (love is gone)
Now that the love is gone
The love felt so right's so wrong
Now that the love is gone
I feel so hurt inside
Feel so hurt inside
Got to find the reason
What are we supposed to do?
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone? (Now that the love is gone)
There is nothing left to prove
No use to deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone (love is gone)
Got to find a reason
Got to find a reason
Got to find a reason
Got to find a reason
Got to find a reason to hold
Love, there's nothing left for us to say, yeah
Love, why can't we turn and walk away?
What are we supposed to do?
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone?
There is nothing left to prove
No use to deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone (love is gone)
What are we supposed to do?
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone (love is gone)
 
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Rascal Flatts/Kelly Clarkson-I'm Movin On & Original Version :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

I would like this to be (Among Others) to be played at my funeral. (Even though I don't want one)







Original...





"I'm Moving On"

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once, I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame
Trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different, but they're always the same
They mean me no harm, but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see (At last I can see)
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know
There's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by (All the years passing by)
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could
And packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should, but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
 
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Student
Dec 23, 2023
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What a miserable day.
 
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Yet another PWL/SAW 😉♥️👍😁

 
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Bush-Land Of Milk And Honey :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:


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"The Land Of Milk And Honey"

I wasn't born in a cage
I am free to remain
I feel a darkness I can't resist
On this gasoline sail
I play to win, I still fail
I feel the weight of many hearts
Everyone is to save
I try to sing, I still wail
I stay strong till you pull me under
I stay strong till you pull me under
Feels like
The land of milk and honey
Feels right
We love the taste of money
Feels like
We're somewhere in the middle
Fire does what it wants
Fire does what it wants
I wanna live till I'm born
We need less but I'm torn
I'd like to know where you get your info
This dopamine must be love
Like a hand in a glove
I see stars when I fuck the system
I see stars when I fuck
Feels like
The land of milk and honey
Feels right
We love the taste of money
Feels like
We're somewhere in the middle
Fire does what it wants
Fire does what it wants
I try to get over you
You're in me all the time
I try to get over you
You dominate my mind
Feels like
The land of milk and hone
Feels right
We love the taste of money
Feels like
We're somewhere in the middle
Fire does what it wants
Fire does what it wants
The land of milk and honey
The land, the land
The land of milk and honey
The land of milk and honey
 
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Cradle Of Filth-Demagoguery :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Demagoguery
The hissing in the garden
Wishing God's defeat
Stalking the parameters of waiting prey
We come like the break of day
A litany of death about to play
It's fatal hand here
Clawed to the hilt, sordid best beware
Our swords will fill the air
With a morbid poetry born of despair
Under the rule
Black trees scratch red the fleeing sunset
Mist clings tight to Elysian fields
Now we hatch plans ripe for upset
Enflame belfries, time to be revealed

Diabology, no apology
For a world upon her broken knees
Diabology, spreading the disease
Demons freed to spree
And torture by decree of our demagoguery
Nightmare-fuelled, bejewelled in scars
Beneath the frozen stars
Children of the dark, of the craft we are
Deliciously grotesque
Severe puzzle boxes bursting to be solved
Not by any church absolved
Firebrands thirsting to be involved
In their ascent
Thick thorns adorn a twisted halo
For the fools and cruelly vain
As cathedrals soar, our sisters lay low
For the war-cry to roar back again
Diabology, no apology
For a world upon her broken knees
Diabology, spreading the disease
Demons freed to spree
And torture by decree of our demagoguery
What started as a whisper in the shadows of the night
Has sharpened to a painful blister on the weathered heel of life
And now our voices, like a knife, carve out our vicious plan
And set our hooks in the hearts of man
The moon writhes in her orbit
And doused in blood she stirs
The tides to rise and deep inside
Her womb, her daughters pure
Tonight the skies are spiteful
The gates are wearing thin
And through accruing torments shod
Our hated reign begins again
Poisonous, these words of power uttered back
Engage the fatal mechanism and with that
This virus inside us desires to be free
Devotees whipped into a frenzy
Of intoxication in celebration of sin
Enchantment answers and dancers envy
Puppet masters faster pulling the strings
Diabology, no apology
For a world upon her broken knees
Diabology, spreading the disease
Demons freed to spree
And torture by decree of our demagoguery
 
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Offspring-Come Out And Play :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

From Kimmel last night 😉








You gotta keep 'em separated

Like the latest fashion
Like a spreading disease
The kids are strappin' on their way to the classroom
Getting weapons with the greatest of ease
The gangs stake out their own campus locale
And if they catch you slippin' then it's all over pal
If one guy's colors and the other's don't mix
They're gonna bash it up, bash it up, bash it up, bash it up
Hey, man, you talkin' back to me?
Take him out (you gotta keep 'em separated)
Hey, man, you disrespecting me?
Take him out (you gotta keep 'em separated)
Hey, they don't pay no mind
If you're under 18 you won't be doing any time
Hey, come out and play
By the time you hear the siren
It's already too late
One goes to the morgue and the other to jail
One guy's wasted and the other's a waste
It goes down the same as the thousand before
No one's getting smarter, no one's learning the score
Your never-ending spree of death and violence and hate
Is gonna tie your own rope, tie your own rope, tie your own...
Hey, man, you disrespecting me?
Take him out (you gotta keep 'em separated
Hey, man, you talkin' back to me?
Take him out (you gotta keep 'em separated)
Hey, they don't pay no mind
If you're under 18 you won't be doing any time
Hey, come out and play
It goes down the same as the thousand before
No one's getting smarter, no one's learning the score
Your never-ending spree of death and violence and hate
Is gonna tie your own rope, tie your own rope, tie your own...
Hey, man, you talking back to me?
Take him out (you gotta keep 'em separated)
Hey, man, you disrespecting me?
Take him out (you gotta keep 'em separated)
Hey, they don't pay no mind
If you're under 18 you won't be doing any time
Hey, come out and play
 
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tormentedhusk

i'll follow you if you follow me
May 20, 2025
68


**Die Toten Erwachen**

Wenn hoch vom Himmelsbogen
Der Stern zum Meere sieht,
|: Dann singen alle Wogen
Ein wunderbares Lied. :|

Das ist ein Lied so traurig,
Wie's nie ein Mensch erdacht.
|: Am Felsen rauscht es schaurig
In dunkler Mitternacht. :|

Die Wogen wünschen leise
Die Heimat sich zurück.
|: Sie singen eine Weise
Von längst verlor'nem Glück. :|

Vom Palmenlande klingen
Der Worte viele drein
|: Von Alpengletschern singen
Die Wogen aus dem Rhein.:|

Die Fischer in den Booten
Vernehmen oft den Klang
Wenn tief im Grund die Toten
Erwachen beim Gesang.

Es wachen auf die Leichen,
Wenn so die Welle spricht.
Die nassen Locken streifen
Sie aus dem Angesicht.

Sie fleh'n zum Wogenschaume:
"Oh, uns're Heimat grüß'!"
|: Und lispeln, wie im Träume:
"Wie war das Leben süß!":|


Here is a faithful and poetic English translation of the song **"Die Toten Erwachen"**:

---

**The Dead Awaken**

When high above the heavens
The star gazes down at the sea,
\|: Then all the waves are singing
A song of mystery. :|

It is a song so mournful,
No human ever dreamed.
\|: It murmurs through the cliffsides
Where midnight shadows gleam. :|

The waves, in hushed confession,
Long for their home once more.
\|: They sing a song recalling
A joy that is no more. :|

From palm-fringed lands come echoes,
Their words the waters bear.
\|: And from the Alpine glaciers
The Rhine waves sing their share. :|

The fishers in their vessels
Oft hear the strange refrain,
As deep within the ocean
The dead awake again.

The corpses slowly waken,
Stirred by the wave's lament.
They brush their dripping tresses
From faces pale and spent.

They plead to foaming waters:
"Oh greet our home for us!"
\|: And whisper, dreamlike, softly:
"How sweet life once was…" :|
 
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The Actual Devil

I Go By Many Names: Can You Say 10? ⛧
May 4, 2025
298

 
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Dark Divine-Make Me Disappear :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Would you quake
At the thought of changing our fate
Just imagine what we could make
Do you pray you'll wake up without the taste
Of all your past mistakes
Are we heading for a brand new nothing
Cause the thought of you still haunts me
I'm so scared that the pain is the price that I pay
When I play your wicked game
If I'm more than my body (more than my body)
And more than my fear (more than my fear)
Then why am I bound to my weakness (oh god)
Make me disappear
Are we heading for a brand new nothing
Cause the thought of you still haunts me
I'm so scared that the pain is the price that I pay
When I play your wicked game
Am I living in vain?
Am I telling a story that I don't believe?
Am I going insane?
Or am living for something that all means nothing?
Blegh
Am I living in vain?
Am I telling a story that I don't believe?
Am I going insane?
Or am living for something that all means nothing?
Am I headed for a brand new nothing?
Are we heading for a brand new nothing
Cause the thought of you still haunts me
I'm so scared that the pain is the price that I pay
When I play
Are we heading for a brand new nothing
Cause the thought of you still haunts me
I'm so scared that the pain is the price that I pay
When I play your wicked game
Wicked
 
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😳♥️😳♥️😳

Motley Crue/Dolly Parton-Home Sweet Home

 
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