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itsmeagain

itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
366
I'm in fight or flight mode every hour of every day. My brain would smoke if it could. My soul is so tight, my personality so jumbled from what it once was…. I don't know who I am anymore
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
I used to be like that. Now I'm a pile of ashes. I hope you find peace somehow.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Specialist
Mar 12, 2025
333
I feel you on all the above... Thankfully I'm not in a fight or flight Atm... But it can change at the drop of a fckn hat sadly, I get it.

May your days be Better and Brighter; If even just a little. Try and take care of yourself if possible. ♥ . Amen.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Im sorry OP Im in fight or flight mode all the time . Its awful
 
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Douggy82

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Nov 4, 2024
283
I got out of fight or flight mode and a bunch of deep state goons beat me back down. It's like some alert went off on their computers that my life was going too well. They literally sent goons to steal all my money.

The forces of evil don't want you to die, but they don't want you to prosper. They want you stuck in misery for their satanic master.
 
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itsmeagain

itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
366
I got out of fight or flight mode and a bunch of deep state goons beat me back down. It's like some alert went off on their computers that my life was going too well. They literally sent goons to steal all my money.

The forces of evil don't want you to die, but they don't want you to prosper. They want you stuck in misery for their satanic master.
This sounds like my life. Things never go bad enough to ruin me, but always go just bad enough to ruin anything good. I'm beat down within an inch of my life and then a small miracle is only THEN allowed to occur. It's like being waterboarded.
 
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itsmeagain

itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
366
Im sorry OP Im in fight or flight mode all the time . Its awful
I feel like I'm always in the edge of a crisis. I wish you an exit from the emotional turmoil
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,522
hope you find the peace you deserve ❤️‍🩹
 
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