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Dec 21, 2020
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this account is 2.5 years old.

Throughout that time I've crawled my way back here on 3 different occassions. I still have no clue why I didn't CTB in the end of any of those times. i must've seen some light. was it in myself? was it in others? maybe it was both.
it certainly got better and I am glad to live today. faith and new, good friends have accompanied me on a winding road which is yet to end soon. because of that, I know I should leave this place.

the right to die is good. but what is suicide? Suicide sure is something else. I wouldn't do it or strongly advocate for it, and I have many reasons as to why. but if you follow that path I hope you may find the peace you search for šŸ’
 
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Glad you found reasons to keep going, when the bad thoughts etc. inevitably roll back around make sure to remember how you feel right now. Exactly how I feel. :)
 

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