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b3nn1nh0

b3nn1nh0

your cute prince
Jul 14, 2026
2
Hello, I'm new here, this is my first post

Well, I was holed up in my (dark sad yet strangely comfortable) room looking for something to make me feel alive

So, I started "studying" music on YouTube. I put "studying" in quotes because it's not something I force myself to do, I just look into it whenever I feel like it

Lately, this has been making me happy, and I thought I should share my experience with you all. Who knows, maybe I'll help someone discover a new hobby :D

Attached is a recording of me playing "In the Pool" from Chainsaw Man in a keyboard. It might not be perfect, but I gave it my all.
 

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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
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Hi and welcome here. Thanks for your lovely message ans for sharing your music (very nice 👍). Glad to see it helps you, but unfortunately most people here (including me) have a sick brain and disabilities and are too ill or tired to try something new. I love music too, but I don't have the force to try.

But it's good to see that your first post is in the recovery section and to help other people. Another proof that this forum helps more than it kills...

Take care of yourself and keep playing. I hope you'll find peace 💖
 
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sometimelater

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Jul 13, 2026
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i'll do this and become one step closer to being the next Toby Fox. that'd fucking do it. it sure would
 
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post_card

Member
Jul 11, 2026
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music is cool. When I pluck the strings of my guitar and it is starting to sound like the song i am learning, it makes me feel good. Also i noticed that recently i ve gotten better at improvising, feeling like i actually know what is happening on the fret.
Thought of getting myself a keyboard so i have an alternative to my guitar so maybe i could broaden my horizons this way, but i don t really have money for it now.

If you are starting to get into music, i highly reccomnd you to learn some basic music theory. Like, really basic. It is always useful.
 
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b3nn1nh0

your cute prince
Jul 14, 2026
2
Hi and welcome here. Thanks for your lovely message ans for sharing your music (very nice 👍). Glad to see it helps you, but unfortunately most people here (including me) have a sick brain and disabilities and are too ill or tired to try something new. I love music too, but I don't have the force to try.

But it's good to see that your first post is in the recovery section and to help other people. Another proof that this forum helps more than it kills...

Take care of yourself and keep playing. I hope you'll find peace 💖
I'm the one who should be thanking you for welcoming me. I hope that you and all the members of this lovely community recover and can live with dignity!

I love you all <3
 
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passthisnote

passthisnote

chronically online
May 6, 2026
63
Hello, I'm new here, this is my first post

Well, I was holed up in my (dark sad yet strangely comfortable) room looking for something to make me feel alive

So, I started "studying" music on YouTube. I put "studying" in quotes because it's not something I force myself to do, I just look into it whenever I feel like it

Lately, this has been making me happy, and I thought I should share my experience with you all. Who knows, maybe I'll help someone discover a new hobby :D

Attached is a recording of me playing "In the Pool" from Chainsaw Man in a keyboard. It might not be perfect, but I gave it my all.
i make music but i hate never having enough time cuz of work
 

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