I wrote a letter to my ex-husband, but I doubt I'll ever send it. I won't get into the whole story. I don't think of him as an enemy though, and I don't hate him, so I don't know if it's quite the same. I do think he is partially responsible for how I got to this point and sometimes I get in these moods where I get so angry with him because of it and want him to know that when I die. At the same time, I know this is done out of anger and frustration because of where I'm at and I honestly don't know if he deserves to think he attributed to my suicide. For one, maybe he really didn't have as much of a role as it seems and maybe I would still be at this point regardless. If that's true, I'd hate to leave him with the thought that he destroyed me. Even if he is partially responsible, he's not a bad guy, he just made mistakes and I know I'd feel terrible if my mistakes were hung over my head in that same way. I just don't know if he deserves to know any of it, and I doubt I will ever tell him.