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Spectre

Spectre

I am serious about not taking things seriously
Nov 27, 2023
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I'm fed up and tired of these complicated and long methods. SN was too painful and took too long, opioids are apparently very unpredictable, inert gas seems technical, and I'm fairly sure I'd mess up and give myself brain damage. I'm thinking I just get a stiletto knife and stab deep into my jugular. That should only take a few seconds right? Like it'll be painful at first I guess.
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
222
Can't say man. While it sounds like a sure thing, it isn't. There's layers to cut through, then there's going through with it.

There's someone here that did this and posted pics. Few months back maybe. It looked messy, they kept posting for a while I think. I can't remember the end result, but it wasn't quick. Do a search, you may find it. That could give you an idea of what your up against.
 
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derpsie

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Aug 13, 2025
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Psycho thought tbh. It sounds like something I'd only have the guts to even think about if I was on something heavy like PCP. Respect that you're even able to consider it, I'd be way too scared
 
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LastNite

I love you!
Mar 31, 2025
692
I had a same thing in mind a while ago on my first try. Separate location but same thing. Couldnt go through it. Your brain no matter what you do, it will stop you from doing it.
 
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ChainedCrow

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
The question will be if u will be even capable of stabbing yourself, i doubt that and u will most likely need to have some sort of a breakdown to go through it. Will it kill you ? yes like most things will but the chances of u even going throught with it are low

The problem with veins is that blood transports slower than arteries and moment u will fall unconscious and die will take much much longer. If u are already in a psychosis and are capable of stabbing yourself in the neck it will be just way better to try to aim for carotid.

i Dont reccomend it obiovosuly, the complexity of methods come from thinking about comfort and reliability. Also if u somehow did that and survived, you are still likely to have some sort of brain damage. Any method that includes restricting blood flow to the brain comes with big chance of giving you brain damage.
 
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Jun 11, 2025
226
Do not stab yourself, if you don't make it first try, it will not work. The chances would be against you and I don't want this method for you, even if I do not know you. Find peace either way you end up going.
 
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avalokitesvara

nothing
Nov 28, 2024
443
Hey, I have this fantasy too. But it's just a fantasy. It's nice to imagine one big act of violence and blood and then being gone. But in reality it's not a viable method.
 
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