NSFW Killing myself tonight

[Jackblade]

Well, the time has come...

I said that I will creat a thread to inform you guys so here I am.

Method will be Sodium Nitrite
What I will take; Domperidone (antiemetic) 3 x 10mg and Omeprazol (acide reducer) 1 x 10mg 40 min before taking the SN potion, which is 20g in ~70ml of water.

I'm planning to do it at 2a.m, EU Paris time line (I'm french)

I'm freaking out like crazy but it has to be done !..

 

[skitliv]

Hope it turns out for the best

 

[FadedMemory]

I hope you find the peace you are searching for.

 

[HannibalLector]

Bon voyage

 

[Ashpac]

Ive seen your posts alot lately, you have talked about SN and said how you want to go with that method.
I think anyone who takes their life by ending their pain is a brave person.
No matter how much bad stigma it has.
I hope it works for your sake so you can be happy.

 

[shadow11]

Well, the time has come...

I said that I will creat a thread to inform you guys so here I am.

Method will be Sodium Nitrite
What I will take; Domperidone (antiemetic) 3 x 10mg and Omeprazol (acide reducer)1 x 10mg 40 min before taking the SN potion, which is 20g in ~70ml of water.

I'm planning to do it at 2a.m, EU Paris time line (I'm french)

I'm freaking out like crazy but it has to be done !..

Hope you find peace

 

[skyofAuroras]

I wish you well, and I hope you find your peace.

 

[Mari]

Well, the time has come...

I said that I will creat a thread to inform you guys so here I am.

Method will be Sodium Nitrite
What I will take; Domperidone (antiemetic) 3 x 10mg and Omeprazol (acide reducer)1 x 10mg 40 min before taking the SN potion, which is 20g in ~70ml of water.

I'm planning to do it at 2a.m, EU Paris time line (I'm french)

I'm freaking out like crazy but it has to be done !..

I got a sinking feeling in my stomach reading your post - we are in the same time line and have the same method picked out, down to even the antiemetics and dose.. It just suddenly felt very real, regardless of being total strangers.

I really hope that whatever you do and whatever happens that you will be okay and safe - however you may interpret that. I really hope it will be as painless as can be - maybe have a look if you can manage getting some sleeping pills/pain killers before time?

Peace and calm, best to you!

<3

 

[shadow11]

Well, the time has come...

I said that I will creat a thread to inform you guys so here I am.

Method will be Sodium Nitrite
What I will take; Domperidone (antiemetic) 3 x 10mg and Omeprazol (acide reducer)1 x 10mg 40 min before taking the SN potion, which is 20g in ~70ml of water.

I'm planning to do it at 2a.m, EU Paris time line (I'm french)

I'm freaking out like crazy but it has to be done !..

Hope you find peace

 

[Jackblade]

I got a sinking feeling in my stomach reading your post - we are in the same time line and have the same method picked out, down to even the antiemetics and dose.. It just suddenly felt very real, regardless of being total strangers.

I really hope that whatever you do and whatever happens that you will be okay and safe - however you may interpret that. I really hope it will be as painless as can be - maybe have a look if you can manage getting some sleeping pills/pain killers before time?

Peace and calm, best to you!

<3

:)

 

[wanttodie]

Hope it turns out for the best

 

[Jackblade]

I forgot to say that If I don't come back on this forum in 1 month, I would be dead 100% sure.

 

[Mari]

:)

Sorry to be spamming you about it, but I'm worried about the painkillers/sleeping pills.. not being part of your plan. I know it's not mentioned in the PPH, but really, if you have any possibility - consider it - ?

Anyhow, same goes.

Wish you the best!

 

[Jackblade]

Sorry to be spamming you about it, but I'm worried about the painkillers/sleeping pills.. not being part of your plan. I know it's not mentioned in the PPH, but really, if you have any possibility - consider it - ?

Anyhow, same goes.

Wish you the best!

You're not spamming it's ok. I cant get spleeping pills because it's not OTC in France... If it hurts I will have to face the pain, no choice....

 

[Tiburcio]

Good luck man, we are with you .

 

[axorz]

Well, the time has come...

I said that I will creat a thread to inform you guys so here I am.

Method will be Sodium Nitrite
What I will take; Domperidone (antiemetic) 3 x 10mg and Omeprazol (acide reducer)1 x 10mg 40 min before taking the SN potion, which is 20g in ~70ml of water.

I'm planning to do it at 2a.m, EU Paris time line (I'm french)

I'm freaking out like crazy but it has to be done !..

i will ctb with SN too soon
could you describe the symptoms while you can?
good luck and i wish you a quickly unconsciousness

 

[Mari]

You're not spamming it's ok. I cant get spleeping pills because it's not OTC in France... If it hurts I will have to face the pain, no choice....

Even regular pain killers - Ibuprofen, Codein-based pills are over the counter and will definitely help..
Also, I can't make it from Denmark to Paris to give you mine in time

But seriously, take a proper dose of otc painkillers, they should be sold at any 7/11 basically..

Yeah. I have a mom-complex.

 

[Jackblade]

i will ctb with SN too soon
could you describe the symptoms while you can?
good luck and i wish you a quickly unconsciousness

I think I will not be able to describe the symptoms ^^
But they are mostly, headaches and stomach pain from what I heard on this forum

 

[Jackblade]

Even regular pain killers - Ibuprofen, Codein-based pills are over the counter and will definitely help..
Also, I can't make it from Denmark to Paris to give you mine in time

But seriously, take a proper dose of otc painkillers, they should be sold at any 7/11 basically..

It's too late, but it will be ok, it has to be, I wont go back.. If the pain comes I will face it because I can't do it an other way..

 

[Querry1]

Wish you the best, hope you learned from my mistake and everything is gonna go smooth for you, peace

 

[Mari]

It's too late, but it will be ok

Seriously, you're in your position and then you're calming me down.

*Bow*

 

[Jackblade]

Seriously, you're in your position and then you're calming me down.

*Bow*

I edited the message lol ^^
But yeah, I'm scared, a lot..But it's time...
It's very weird for me

 

[Jackblade]

Wish you the best, hope you learned from my mistake and everything is gonna go smooth for you, peace

I hope the antiemetic will do his job..

 

[axorz]

do you think acid reducer is a must?

 

[Mari]

I edited the message lol ^^
But yeah, I'm scared, a lot..But it's time...
It's very weird for me

I'm sorry for the pain that got you here
But you are brave, regardless of what you do tonight. You are brave if you go through with it, and it will be bravery not to.
I understand that feeling - having to face the pain. I just really hope it will be gentle on you regardless!
I will be around here if you want to talk.
And in the mean time, again, I wish you the best.

 

[Rocky M]

I wish you peace and good luck

 

[RoloTomasi]

Well, the time has come...

I said that I will creat a thread to inform you guys so here I am.

Method will be Sodium Nitrite
What I will take; Domperidone (antiemetic) 3 x 10mg and Omeprazol (acide reducer)1 x 10mg 40 min before taking the SN potion, which is 20g in ~70ml of water.

I'm planning to do it at 2a.m, EU Paris time line (I'm french)

I'm freaking out like crazy but it has to be done !..

Goodluck to you, may you find rest at last

 

[Jackblade]

do you think acid reducer is a must?

Yeah If you want a fast and peacefull death

 

[anna]

Good luck, find your peace

 

[RoloTomasi]

Do you have to fast? Or can you eat something really nice hours before?