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KatalinaKrimson

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Jun 24, 2026
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I wrote it to my ex partner, but I'm not certain that authorities will actually show it to them. I know some of you will probably call it cruel, but I'm planning to make it so that they'll be the one who finds the note. I made a copy of the note as well.

Also, does anybody have any advice on writing suicide notes that I might have looked over?
 
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The cops will likely take the note and it can be a long time until it's given back to family, etc.

If you want to make sure whoever can read it immediately, I'd recommend sending it as a scheduled email.
 
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yeah do a scheduled email...... you can cancel those if you decide to cancel CTB......... you COULD also use snailmail to send a letter out but if you decide to cancel CTB then you can't really retract the letter.. and let me tell you, SI (survival instinct) is WAY more powerful than you think it will be.. i just tried to CTB a few days ago and had to cancel every thing because it was so beyond terrifying that it made me want to continue trying to live for several more years now..

oh, but yeah here is some advice: know who you are writing the letter to....... meaning, don't just make one note and send it to multiple people; you want to write a personal note for each person for that person specifically..

i'd probably also make it sound like none of this was their fault and that they really couldn't have done any thing to prevent it..
 
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KatalinaKrimson

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Thanks for the advice.
Problem is the one person I really want to write the note to has blocked me on everything. I guess I can just send it to all of our mutual friends. I'm kinda planning to take the huge mouth full of fentanyl in front of his house or some shit. And then have the note in my hand. I know that's kinda evil. I don't want to be evil though. I don't want to hurt him. I just want to be close to him and to not be in this world anymore.
I'm going with scheduled text message, cuz like, who has emails?
 
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Details on what happens to the note left at the scene are in the above linked thread. I do not recommend sending a note in the mail because once it's sent, it's sent, and there's no getting it back. I hate the idea of anyone feeling like they can't change their mind or delay their plan just because their suicide note is already en route to its destination.

Thanks for the advice.
Problem is the one person I really want to write the note to has blocked me on everything. I guess I can just send it to all of our mutual friends. I'm kinda planning to take the huge mouth full of fentanyl in front of his house or some shit. And then have the note in my hand.

But that's going to get you saved.
 
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If you are planning on a note, do NOT use TimeCave as in the past, some of the veteran SaSu members had reported that TimeCave does flag certain messages and may tip off the authorities if it senses it could be CTB or dangerous content. I don't know if that is still true nowadays, but it is just something to be aware of.
 
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Details on what happens to the note left at the scene are in the above linked thread. I do not recommend sending a note in the mail because once it's sent, it's sent, and there's no getting it back. I hate the idea of anyone feeling like they can't change their mind or delay their plan just because their suicide note is already en route to its destination.



But that's going to get you saved.
I dont think they have narcan on them or could recognize an overdose
 

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