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KatalinaKrimson

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Jun 24, 2026
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I wrote it to my ex partner, but I'm not certain that authorities will actually show it to them. I know some of you will probably call it cruel, but I'm planning to make it so that they'll be the one who finds the note. I made a copy of the note as well.

Also, does anybody have any advice on writing suicide notes that I might have looked over?
 
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Arcanist
Apr 4, 2026
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The cops will likely take the note and it can be a long time until it's given back to family, etc.

If you want to make sure whoever can read it immediately, I'd recommend sending it as a scheduled email.
 
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FF777

I am male..
Jul 21, 2019
167
yeah do a scheduled email...... you can cancel those if you decide to cancel CTB......... you COULD also use snailmail to send a letter out but if you decide to cancel CTB then you can't really retract the letter.. and let me tell you, SI (survival instinct) is WAY more powerful than you think it will be.. i just tried to CTB a few days ago and had to cancel every thing because it was so beyond terrifying that it made me want to continue trying to live for several more years now..

oh, but yeah here is some advice: know who you are writing the letter to....... meaning, don't just make one note and send it to multiple people; you want to write a personal note for each person for that person specifically..

i'd probably also make it sound like none of this was their fault and that they really couldn't have done any thing to prevent it..