Venting just want to end it all

[morbidtoby]

I'm so fucking tired of this shit and I hate this fucking family. just let me be selfish one last time and ctb. Im at family's so I don't even have anything lined up. I just want to die tonight. I don't want to do this anymore. Someone please help im so fucking tired. Everyday is a struggle and no one cares. All this world does is take and take and take even when I have nothing left to give. If life cannot be kind I pray that death will be. Honestly I'm tempted to ask for ways to ctb that involve household objects. Im so fucking done.

 

[stupidmonkey]

you got this

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of existing here, I get that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here when you just wish to be gone, I hope you eventually find the freedom you wish for.