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I want to be wanted
Nov 8, 2025
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I feel like im at my lowest point. Im tired of people saying "it will all get better" but it never does. I just want to hear that it's not. I want someone to truly acknowledge that there is someone wrong with me, and I know it's not their responsibility, I know I shouldn't expect anyone to care, but I really wish I had someone that actully did. I think that's way to much to ask. These are my problems and I should be the one to deal with them, but yet I still wish for stupid things that will never come true. I feel like I've been abandoned by everyone. I used to have friends i could go to, and I used to matter. At this point, im just someone who exists, and sometimes I don't even feel like im doing that correctly. I really am pathetic, and just truly disgusting. I make myself sick.
 
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