violetdevil
Student
- Oct 15, 2021
- 180
If I could hold down a full-time job, would I start to love myself?
If I could put myself through college, would I start to love myself?
If I wasn't abused and severely bullied, would I love myself?
If I wasn't mentally ill and didn't have problems with learning, would I love myself?
If I just changed my nose, the one that caused people to come up to me in school and touch it then laugh, would I love myself?
Would I have not switched over to alternative schooling full of people with behavioural issues and/or drug problems? Where it was so hard to focus that I couldn't finish all of my courses?
If I had a different home life and a different experience at school, if I didn't flock to narcissistic men, would I not think the world is a dangerous place?
If I was not traumatized by others, would I believe that empathy and kindness really exist?
Would I have been successful?
Being expected by everyone around me to succeed and be a functional adult with this amount of trauma might be worse than the trauma itself.
If I could put myself through college, would I start to love myself?
If I wasn't abused and severely bullied, would I love myself?
If I wasn't mentally ill and didn't have problems with learning, would I love myself?
If I just changed my nose, the one that caused people to come up to me in school and touch it then laugh, would I love myself?
Would I have not switched over to alternative schooling full of people with behavioural issues and/or drug problems? Where it was so hard to focus that I couldn't finish all of my courses?
If I had a different home life and a different experience at school, if I didn't flock to narcissistic men, would I not think the world is a dangerous place?
If I was not traumatized by others, would I believe that empathy and kindness really exist?
Would I have been successful?
Being expected by everyone around me to succeed and be a functional adult with this amount of trauma might be worse than the trauma itself.
