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Minfilia

Minfilia

of the Seventh Dawn
Jul 4, 2026
61
sometimes it gets so annoying when people ask "how are you" because i'll know they'll expect the usual "good, how about you" instead of how you are actually doing. and if you dare to slip out the truth, to tell them that things suck and you are suffering - it gets awkward real fast. or you get the typical "it'll get better soon" like soon when? so easy for people to say that when they're so happy with their lives - hanging out with others, traveling.. what not. finding joy and love. the fact that someone's worst problem is trash being recycled wrong. it's such a meaningless phrase to me, being thrown around like that.

i dunno. i may just be rambling nonsense
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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nah the question "how are you" needs to be always answered with good.

you can have a bit negavity in it like "oh i feel sick" but its not meant for the heavy shit.

for your close friends and family the conext is much different. but even there they just dont know how to deal with it.
they will try and offer "support" but that can also be the worst advice you gonna get.

in the end nobody really understand it to have suicidal thought. i really use this forum only for that type of things.
because were pretty much all broken here so we can relate with eachother
 
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Mar 9, 2026
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sometimes it gets so annoying when people ask "how are you" because i'll know they'll expect the usual "good, how about you" instead of how you are actually doing. and if you dare to slip out the truth, to tell them that things suck and you are suffering - it gets awkward real fast. or you get the typical "it'll get better soon" like soon when? so easy for people to say that when they're so happy with their lives - hanging out with others, traveling.. what not. finding joy and love. the fact that someone's worst problem is trash being recycled wrong. it's such a meaningless phrase to me, being thrown around like that.

i dunno. i may just be rambling nonsense
 
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