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CicisDoingUnwell

CicisDoingUnwell

๐“๐จ๐จ ๐Œ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐–๐จ๐ซ๐ค ๐“๐จ ๐ƒ๐จ. <๐Ÿ‘
Aug 8, 2025
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โ˜† โ”€โ”€๊’ฐ (๐‘ช ๐’Š๐’” ๐’•๐’š๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ...)
Yeah, happy that I did it. I have never been calmer - simply didnt manage to skill myself down. And its like clearing my mind. May continue.

Borderline Episodes are so badโ€ฆ
โ˜† โ”€โ”€ ๐‘ฉ๐’š๐’†; ๐‘ช! ๊’ฑ
 
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Reindropz

Falling at terminal velocity
Jul 8, 2025
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Ngl same, I relapsed after two weeks clean and it was the most relaxed I had been the entire time
 
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nyotei_

nyotei_

poison tree
Oct 16, 2025
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my left arm is nervous as I read this post
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

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Mar 17, 2025
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sucks? happy for you? at least i'm glad it helped you calm down... yeah some episodes and urges are awful to push through :(
you decide whether you continue or not, i just hope it passes without u having to turn to it too much, and that u feel better in general regardless <3
i relapsed a week ago too, still debating whether I want to stop and throw the tools away, or keep them. Since I'm still debating, so far the latter is winning. not like i don't get what your are saying here... :(
well, see once your mind is cleared, hugs <3
 
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Kitsune_BCN

Kitsune_BCN

Student
Sep 8, 2025
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I was keeping my addictions at bay, almost forgot about everything.

After almost 2 years in bed ive relapsed and now i need something every day to get to the end of the day.

Its nothing serious but i want to be clean
 
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