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rnoah03

rnoah03

Money didn’t buy happiness.
Mar 24, 2026
15
Just ordered my SN off DSL,

I paid for the expedited shipping aswell and he said 9-12 days is estimated shipping time.

I feel at peace but a little adrenaline punch knowing like an excitement it's weird lol

I still am going to most likely end up CTBing with the hanging method but it doesn't hurt to have an alternative solution if i get scared of hanging.

Any advice on storing this? Where do i keep it so that it doesn't go bad etc.

Im not worried about welfare checks, or anything like that as they can't do anything about me ordering a legal chemical online lol
 
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SDB

Student
Jul 21, 2025
119
Just ordered my SN off DSL,

I paid for the expedited shipping aswell and he said 9-12 days is estimated shipping time.

I feel at peace but a little adrenaline punch knowing like an excitement it's weird lol

I still am going to most likely end up CTBing with the hanging method but it doesn't hurt to have an alternative solution if i get scared of hanging.

Any advice on storing this? Where do i keep it so that it doesn't go bad etc.

Im not worried about welfare checks, or anything like that as they can't do anything about me ordering a legal chemical online lol
What country are you in?
 
alivebutnotliving

alivebutnotliving

“The suffering said we go around”
Dec 16, 2024
43
Just ordered my SN off DSL,

I paid for the expedited shipping aswell and he said 9-12 days is estimated shipping time.

I feel at peace but a little adrenaline punch knowing like an excitement it's weird lol

I still am going to most likely end up CTBing with the hanging method but it doesn't hurt to have an alternative solution if i get scared of hanging.

Any advice on storing this? Where do i keep it so that it doesn't go bad etc.

Im not worried about welfare checks, or anything like that as they can't do anything about me ordering a legal chemical online lol
i'm waiting on mine as well! :) for storage, it's best to keep it in a dry dark place but it's not that important. the most important thing though is that you do not open the packaging the sn is kept in until you ctb, as the more time exposed to air the less effective it becomes. not sure how that works exactly, but that's the general advice.
 

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