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Lostforgood

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Oct 20, 2025
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As the title says, I just ordered my SN and I don't know how to feel about it. It's kinda surreal to know that my ctb will be happening soon. I don't know if my reasons are good enough. I have a couple things going for me but the weight of what happened recently has changed me. I've been looking fondly on my own demise for a few months now
 
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Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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As the title says, I just ordered my SN and I don't know how to feel about it. It's kinda surreal to know that my ctb will be happening soon. I don't know if my reasons are good enough. I have a couple things going for me but the weight of what happened recently has changed me. I've been looking fondly on my own demise for a few months now
If your SN arrives successfully and you get your hands on it, you will never forget the feeling of actually holding it. It's a surreal experience. At least is was for me. It's like a holding the ticket out of here, out of this world.
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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When you'll get it in hands, it may give you some relief. It feels unreal for me too. Having a passport for death is not a common thing.
If your SN arrives successfully and you get your hands on it, you will never forget the feeling of actually holding it. It's a surreal experience. At least is was for me. It's like a holding the ticket out of here, out of this world.
A ticket for an unknown destination... But when it's time, we'll know it.
 
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otium

otium

looking for the peace i crave
Aug 10, 2025
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Any hints for the name, i found a few overseas, but im not sure about customs.
 
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Rufat777

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May 22, 2024
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Where did you order it from? Can you send me the link?
 

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