I'm so sick of feeling so weird. I felt ok when I got up. Now I just feel...weird. Suicidal. Numb. Empty. I have this weird feeling I can't explain. Like I'm not here?! What is the point in being here? I'm only hanging on for my daughter but it's getting more and more difficult. I feel like I'm doing her more damage by being here. I'm too much of a wuss to do anything but I don't see any other way. Nothing is going to get better. Urgh sorry for the rant
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Temporarilyabsurd
NOISE:signal
- Apr 27, 2018
- 438
Having a feeling you can't explain sucks shit big time.
I'm 55 and today did a post here about just starting to get to grips with emotions .
I'm not a parent , but am moved to pitch the usual 'hormonal' body chemistry thing .
( as in .... oceanically difficult to deal with , so don't beat yourself up ...)
I know my mum was wracked with emotional turmoil all her life .
She didn't fall in among helpful folk unfortunately ( landed up in a fundamentalist fire and brimstone church . yuck. )
I'm going to resist making all the usual suggestions ... I have no idea ,
We hear you here , whether we comment or not.
Hopefully another Mum might weigh in rather than a stuffy old batchelor .
I'm 55 and today did a post here about just starting to get to grips with emotions .
I'm not a parent , but am moved to pitch the usual 'hormonal' body chemistry thing .
( as in .... oceanically difficult to deal with , so don't beat yourself up ...)
I know my mum was wracked with emotional turmoil all her life .
She didn't fall in among helpful folk unfortunately ( landed up in a fundamentalist fire and brimstone church . yuck. )
I'm going to resist making all the usual suggestions ... I have no idea ,
We hear you here , whether we comment or not.
Hopefully another Mum might weigh in rather than a stuffy old batchelor .
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I feel the same. I feel my son is better off without me.
weedoge
Banned
- Jul 12, 2018
- 1,525
I find that very hard to believe but I don't really know the circumstances..
She will be distraught I'm really sorry to say, almost certainly... Unfortunately I can't really weigh in more and its your choice what you choose. Feel free to use this place for support.
Yea I kno it would affect him. That's why I'm still here. I feel fucking stuck tho. It's horrible to feel this way and be in my situation.
