wizardsrulee
New Member
- Dec 28, 2023
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- may 20th, 2024-
i'm gonna kill myself, things are just gonna get worse and worse for me, i can never catch a break. maybe if i'm worse enough either during the summer or next year, i wont wait until my birthday, ill just finally do it. no one really loves me anymore and it shows completely. i wont be suffering and i hope that my death will eventually lead to a good cause. the best thing that i'm looking forward to is maybe i can commit with someone else. maybe i wont have to die alone. i hope i get better though, maybe ill get a second chance to change. i saw a thread on here talking about a certain way to hang yourself, i think its called the "partially suspended hanging" or something like that. i plan to use that to kill myself, i don't really have a certain date yet but hopefully i regain my strength and sanity and come back from this.
i'm gonna kill myself, things are just gonna get worse and worse for me, i can never catch a break. maybe if i'm worse enough either during the summer or next year, i wont wait until my birthday, ill just finally do it. no one really loves me anymore and it shows completely. i wont be suffering and i hope that my death will eventually lead to a good cause. the best thing that i'm looking forward to is maybe i can commit with someone else. maybe i wont have to die alone. i hope i get better though, maybe ill get a second chance to change. i saw a thread on here talking about a certain way to hang yourself, i think its called the "partially suspended hanging" or something like that. i plan to use that to kill myself, i don't really have a certain date yet but hopefully i regain my strength and sanity and come back from this.
