Venting just feeling so sad rn.

[synthcadia]

i'm in sweden rn visiting my partner + family friends and my parents are just making me want to ctb rn.

they asked for photos and i am not a photo person, neither is my partner. i paid for a hotel room here bc they kinda wanted me to get one bc i was afraid they would say no to me being at my partner's place.

they've been tracking my location and guilt-tripping me.

now my mom is apparently crying because she thinks i'm under duress or that my partner is typing for me or something.

i don't know what to feel. i want to just binge eat and puke and forget about all of this.

i want to ctb rn, or just disappear to escape this.

i'm scared to go home.

i hate this. all of this.

 

[MrDarkness]

Fuck sorry to hear about this, just send a selfie saying you're okay. I hope everything turns out fine, best of luck

 

[synthcadia]

Fuck sorry to hear about this, just send a selfie saying you're okay. I hope everything turns out fine, best of luck

thanks. i did, and my parents wanted a picture of me and my partner together, but my partner doesn't like photos, so like what am i to do? lol

i just am going to wait till i am at a family friend's house i think.

i got so stressed out that i got sick, i think too.

but thank you darkness. i also hope it gets better.

i hate things that i enjoyed doing being ruined. i hate it sm.

 

[MrDarkness]

thanks. i did, and my parents wanted a picture of me and my partner together, but my partner doesn't like photos, so like what am i to do? lol

i just am going to wait till i am at a family friend's house i think.

i got so stressed out that i got sick, i think too.

but thank you darkness. i also hope it gets better.

i hate things that i enjoyed doing being ruined. i hate it sm.

ah i really hope everything gets better, you deserve it homie, take it easy and rest. get better soon