Just downed SN

[Fulminare]

And it took op 10 mins from when the post went up till their last message so it follows in terms of time and when the symptoms occur. Seriously seems op passed out within 12 mins for what is expected for SN.

Well yeah, it does what it's supposed to. Although at this point I do hope they've moved on, instead of facing the aftermath :(

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Well yeah, it does what it's supposed to. Although at this point I do hope they've moved on, instead of facing the aftermath :(

Agreed, all in all, I just damn well hope OP has found peace. Facing the aftermath would be a nightmare

 

[DT2007]

I've heard others who took sn mention ears ringing. Whenever I've felt faint and near to passing out, I've had it too, so it's not surprising to me that one may experience it with sn.

I have tinnitus now, so ears ringing is sadly normal for me nowadays.

You got your tinnitus from an attempt if I might ask?

 

[Old Friend]

You got your tinnitus from an attempt if I might ask?

No. It just appeared one afternoon in May and hasn't let up since. Supposed to be seeing a specialist about it but they've cancelled twice on me already.

 

[DT2007]

Oh that must be annoying. Especially having an appointemnt and then getting cancelled twice. So sorry.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

No. It just appeared one afternoon in May and hasn't let up since. Supposed to be seeing a specialist about it but they've cancelled twice on me already.

What?

Not even a followup to try to reschedule. I suppose this means that SN itself doesn't cause bit maybe if someone already has tinnitus as an underlying

 

[Yaffle]

I've already posted pretty much this but I'm so mixed up.

I'm sad, envious, happy for @LonelyKitten but slightly empty. I hope she's at rest.

 

[hi-okbye]

I hope he/she telling the truth and this is not some troll post .. but I'll guess we will never know.

i think they are, they've been here for a while and are somewhat well known. i've watched a few goodbye threads with SN and the op usually becomes like that on their last few posts. their words become a bit disoriented, but it seems they're not very aware of it. i hope they found peace.

 

[Yaffle]

I hope he/she telling the truth and this is not some troll post .. but I'll guess we will never know.

I honestly believe this is genuine but there have definitely been some threads that sound a bit sensationalist and difficult to work out if genuine or not.

How much SN should I use?

I'm asking this because I can't find the thread that has the table for BMI to SN Grams ratio. I hope that someone can help me. I am a 20 year old female weighing about 50 kgs at the height of 5'5 feet. (110 pounds and 154.94cm to you Americans.) How much SN would I need to mix into about 50ml...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Rhizomorph said on it:

Mix 25 grams into 50ml of water for best results.

You can do a bunch of math based on your body weight but it won't make a difference. 25g in 50ml of water is the best way.

PPH says this or 35g if more than 100kg body weight

 

[jessisme]

I just hope for you that it doesn't go wrong for you like it did for me. After Puking i woke up six hours later, still alive.

Why do you think that happened? Did you take all recommended meds or just the sn?

 

[livinginhellnation]

i think they are, they've been here for a while and are somewhat well known. i've watched a few goodbye threads with SN and the op usually becomes like that on their last few posts. their words become a bit disoriented, but it seems they're not very aware of it. i hope they found peace.

Wow . Guess he or she is really gone. I envy so much . Takes guts to do that .

 

[DT2007]

Why do you think that happened? Did you take all recommended meds or just the sn?

I have no clue tbh. I had all symptoms, even "fell asleep" or probably rather passed out but then 2 hrs later woke up and puked. I had taken Ibuprofen and diphenhydramine and mirtazapine against puking as i have to take them anyways. I did fast. I only puked up brownish liquid. I didn't have a backup glass. But I'm only aware of puking and then falling asleep or passing out again, so I don't think if i had one i would have been able to drink it at that point. So no idea really. The sn is pure and it worked at the beginning. Fast heartbeat, faster breathing.

 

[hi-okbye]

Wow . Guess he or she is really gone. I envy so much . Takes guts to do that .

i agree. i wish i had SN i think i would do it in a heartbeat. if they really are gone then again this proves that throwing up doesn't mean failure with this method

 

[DT2007]

i agree. i wish i had SN i think i would do it in a heartbeat. if they really are gone then again this proves that throwing up doesn't mean failure with this method

Dont you have a source or why you only wish if i might ask.

 

[FadingFast2023]

Thank you forcthe wel wushes

Sshit though I threw up a bunch does that mean I won't die?

My qhole body is shivering and my heart feels fast, it's hard to move

I putt around 25g - 30g in the bottle
Should i try to lay down see if i fall asleep lije idk how thus pricess worjss i hsaes gou die regard of vont
.nmy ears ate ringing
The ringing s so LOUD I THINK I WILL DIE!

I've seen enough of these threads to know once the spelling errors start appearing they are just about home. Seeing her excitement at the realization that she is about to die is something I have never seen before, but can certainly relate to.

 

[Old Friend]

What?

Not even a followup to try to reschedule. I suppose this means that SN itself doesn't cause bit maybe if someone already has tinnitus as an underlying

It was supposed to be August. They cancelled on me due to strikes and gave me a date in October. Then they cancelled again without giving a reason and I have a new date in December. We'll see if it sticks this time.

As for sn: I think ears ringing is standard for someone on the edge of passing out. I doubt it's something particular to the properties of sn. I've had fainting episodes, especially during my teens when I went through phases of not eating properly. First, everything starts to sound echoey and faraway. If someone is talking directly in front of you, they sound like they're at the other end of a corridor. The ringing follows quickly after that, along with blotchy vision which starts to narrow (aka tunnel vision). I've never taken sn but I'm getting the impression it's largely that but with added nausia and tachycardia.

 

[glossble]

I hope you're in a better place now ♡

 

[hi-okbye]

Dont you have a source or why you only wish if i might ask.

not really. all my sources are unreliable/difficult or expensive to purchase. i live with others and i'm scared to purchase anything. i definitely can't get a wellness check because the people i live with will know something is up. for me it also seems difficult to get many of the recommended medications, which i need to do beforehand. if i order SN, i need to take it basically the day I get it, otherwise it get's risky. i would do a lot to be able to get SN. the one time i was so so close to ordering it from MS, i messed up the payment method, and now i can't order it with that again.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I've never taken sn but I'm getting the impression it's largely that but with added nausia and tachycardia.

That is pretty much the common experience.

Then they cancelled again without giving a reason and I have a new date in December. We'll see if it sticks this time.

For them to cancel on you like that without reason is really unreasonable from them.

As for sn: I think ears ringing is standard for someone on the edge of passing out. I doubt it's something particular to the properties of sn. I've had fainting episodes, especially during my teens when I went through phases of not eating properly. First, everything starts to sound echoey and faraway. If someone is talking directly in front of you, they sound like they're at the other end of a corridor. The ringing follows quickly after that, along with blotchy vision which starts to narrow (aka tunnel vision)

And it does seem like OP was the verge of unconscious once the last message was shared. The blotchy vision is what definitely what I've seen described before by past user that managed to recount their experience. It may happen on the verge of passing for some but maybe it's not a common reaction.

 

[Davey36000]

If you're intoxicated you will type like that, yes... I already did that in the past with Xanax, alcohol, etc...

The sad part about this is that it seems op didn't really want to go, in regards to their last sentence...

Well, it is my interpretation, it is either panic or excitement.

 

[bored2death]

hope you are at peace. you were very brave

 

[jonward55]

i agree. i wish i had SN i think i would do it in a heartbeat. if they really are gone then again this proves that throwing up doesn't mean failure with this method

It's harder than you think. I have had it for a few months now and now I'm angry because I can't take it. Before I had it, I thought the same as you and wanted to take it as soon as it arrived but now I have it, the torment is actually worse

 

[Deleted member 65988]

It's harder than you think. I have had it for a few months now and now I'm angry because I can't take it. Before I had it, I thought the same as you and wanted to take it as soon as it arrived but now I have it, the torment is actually worse

Sounds like si has a lot to do with that feeling.

 

[jonward55]

Sounds like si has a lot to do with that feeling.

Exactly and I wish it would go away, I have to die.

 

[Meditation guide]

If you're intoxicated you will type like that, yes... I already did that in the past with Xanax, alcohol, etc...

The sad part about this is that it seems op didn't really want to go, in regards to their last sentence...

Well, it is my interpretation, it is either panic or excitement.

I think she was happy and relieved that she was about to die. I've been reading her other posts previous to this and she was at an impossible place in her life. I don't think anyone drinks SN who doesn't really want to go, because it's not easy to do unless you want it desperately.

 

[jonward55]

I think she was happy and relieved that she was about to die. I've been reading her other posts previous to this and she was at an impossible place in her life. I don't think anyone drinks SN who doesn't really want to go, because it's not easy to do unless you want it desperately.

I don't want to go but I have to. I wish that there was something more reliable.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Exactly and I wish it would go away, I have to die.

I absolutely feel you there. It's just something we all have to deal with, some of us will have a harder time than others.

 

[hi-okbye]

It's harder than you think. I have had it for a few months now and now I'm angry because I can't take it. Before I had it, I thought the same as you and wanted to take it as soon as it arrived but now I have it, the torment is actually worse

that must be horrible i'm so sorry. i'm a very impulsive person (unfortunately, sometimes), so i feel like i would just do it. i hope your able to take it soon though (only when your 100% ready of course) <3

 

[Fulminare]

If you're intoxicated you will type like that, yes... I already did that in the past with Xanax, alcohol, etc...

The sad part about this is that it seems op didn't really want to go, in regards to their last sentence...

Well, it is my interpretation, it is either panic or excitement.

The SN will also make you shake a lot. Typing like that isn't unreasonable, especially if autocorrect isn't on

 

[Deleted member 65988]

The SN will also make you shake a lot. Typing like that isn't unreasonable, especially if autocorrect isn't on

Agreed.