just bought sn

[vultureilse]

after trying partial and not being able to get it to work for like a week i decided to go back to the sn method. i finally ordered it and i feel so excited and anxious. actually shaking rn because picking it up might be a problem as i dont live alone but i hope i manage to not get caught with it

i most likely wont be able to use it anytime soon because im rarely home alone for long enough. i really cant wait for the day im finally able to do it though. i cant wait to be free from everything. knowing that ill have a peaceful way out available i think i can manage to go on a little longer. ill try to make the most of life before i end it

im just glad for this forum for introducing me to the sn method. if i didnt know about it id probably be trying out some awful painful and unreliable method rn

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that those who have SN by their side right now are very fortunate. I wish you the best of luck, I understand why you would feel so relieved at knowing that the SN is soon to be arriving.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

It's devastating to see how much you are suffering and how you feel you've reached the end of the road at such a young age. When all or most of what you've ever known is suffering the idea that things could be better seems understandably unrealistic. At the same time all you have known is being a child, stuck in a noxious environment with limited resources of your own so I'm not sure if you can assess whether the totality of life is worth living solely based on what you've experienced so far. Again I know that's a tall order and certainly I'm A bit hypocritical to suggest that given that I wish I had gone at your age. But I have the benefit of the hindsight of the years lived to be able to draw that conclusion.